Happy 1yr Anniversary ♥

havent been blogging.. alot. LOL! malas la. u cant blame me. i've still got loads of movies to watch. and then, of course, game.

it was our 1st year anni with my boyf. on 16th June.

Happy 1 year Anniversary Hazman Syah.

We started off as tuition friends, MySpace, Friendster, Facebook, he asked for my number, i didnt layan him, Facebook, went out, here we are a year later.

So we came over, we went to JB City Square, he bought me a cute pair of grey flats, ate at Kenny Rogers Roasters, watched Super 8 [awesome movie!!], watched x-men: first class, made my own cotton candy at the cotton candy machine, bought this cute little ring with a dragon that curls around the finger :D saw some Domo-kun and he promised to buy me the backpack, then we tested out Beats by Dr.Dre. we were speechless. and yea! we planned to buy it.

So that was how we celebrated our anni. haha! very typical outing for couples, but thats the best we can do for now.

he's annoying. he's slow. stupid. doesnt use his brain much. has skirtings and a pillow. always doesnt hv money. doesnt have common sense. gives lots of bullshyt lots of times.

it can go on. really.

but, i love him. alot. and maybe once in awhile i'll feel like i miss being single, and i wish i can have a different boyfriend, and i wonder what would have happened if i made a different choice.

but i've never loved anyone like him. i love his scent, his body, the way he looks at me, the way he holds me, the way he kisses my head and smells my hair every 5 seconds, the way he holds my hand, the way we cuddle.

i love the way he knows every car u point to him.

i love it when he makes faces.

i love the way my whole hand only fits 1 side of his cheeks.

i love the way how small i feel when i'm with him.

the way when he doesn't give up, no matter what i throw at him when i'm pissed off.

or upset.

and the way when even though he doesn't have money left, or he knows he'll have to starve, either from eating out or going out, he'll still do his best to get what i want for me.

and then, the way i feel so free when i'm with him. just so carefree. like, my life's a movie with every perfect song and with every laughter i share with him. every stupid thing i tell him.

and the way he always says i'm beautiful. even when i look a total mess. he still thinks i'm pretty.

and maybe sometimes, he strays off the path, and he'll make a silly mistake once in a while and i'll be so mad at him and ready for break up. but you know. i'm a drama-queen.

i love you monkey boo. i do. and i know, i cant possible imagine the amount of love you have for me.

i hope you'll never give up, or stray off away. ever.

i labhu2 you ♥

posting at PSH, JB

whoa! seriously. what a long break from the bloggee..

anyways, here i am. 2nd week into my clinical posting at Puteri Specialist Hospital. i just cant stop comparing them to Damansara Specialist Hospital. i had to be honest in my Reflective Diary. so i just wrote.

i didnt like the fact that they're so unorganized.

i didnt like the fact that the whole ward goes around, in a square.

i didnt like the fact that everything is so different, and I miss DSH. Alot.

but then, it takes time to get used i guess. but now i'm fine with the hospital and the ward environment. ppl here arent any less nicer actually. they're pretty cool. :) only difference is that this is JB not damansara.

lesser fussy patients though. i like that. who doesnt? :P tho i heard VIP is like, super cheap o.O back in DSH premier wards would be at least rm850.00 per night for the cheapest room. i heard here was like, rm3xx lol. ntah la. pelik tul. and not to mention the fact that i've mistaken for a malay like, SO many times. haha! i do like that though.

missing home is a thing. its rm31.30 for the bus ticket back from Larkin bus terminal which is like, 10mins walk from the hostel to TBS near BTS station. and rm33.50 from Shah Alam bus terminal to Larkin bus terminal. its alright i guess. not bad. considering Transnasional seats are quite awesome - so far la, through my experience.

i went back home last weekend and on the way back here, i took a 8.30pm bus, and i got back to the hostel at 2am. nice huh? the bus driver practically took his own sweet time stopping at stops -.- seriously. i know not everyone has a curfew. or a morning shift. gee. :P

and i've just gotten a case study subject :D i'm so glad. it was by luck, i guess. and thanks to naziroh. we went around looking for case study on Monday. both of us gotten, her case AEEBA aka Asthma while mine was chest pain i think for angina. but my patient was supposed to be angiogram but he refused. and it was weird that he has chest pain again since he alrdy had a CABG in 1992. but then Sister said i cant take this case. there's nothing to it.

so i went searching for a new case then suddenly staff nurse at Medical Ward 4th floor said "eh tadi ada case angiogram nak buat hari ni. tp x masuk sini, sebab x de tempat. u cari kat floor lain. mungkin tingkat 3 ke 5." so there we went rushing down to Surgical ward on the 3rd floor, i was almost giving up cause i thought patient wasnt on the surgical ward then Naziroh was like, "eh ashley tanya la!" so i asked the staff nurse at the counter and she said yes, they're about to leave. i rushed to the patient's room and there the patient was, on the wheelchair, with the staff nurse.

so i sent the patient to A&E, followed the patient to Johor Specialist Hospital, and got to see the whole procedure. thanks to Dr. Yap hee :D

i guess thats all for now. pls pls wish me luck for this case presentation. dh la my pointer surely will drop thanks to chn n maybe cvs [i hope NOT] but this is part of my plan to maintain my CGPA. so.. *lies face flat on my wooden table at home*

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P.S. ish!! rindunye rumah aq, and Smiggins aq jugak :( rindu btul kat mak and my Alza.

camping, chn sucked, and bb curve! ♥

well i havent blogged in ages. so i'll start from.. last week..

chn sucked to the max. i studied. yes. i read. yes. i understood the question. ... ... no. i didnt.

well for a & b i just blanked out. so i didnt write anything down. 10marks gone. c, i bullshyted about something completely different from the answer. which sucked to the max. only d i got write. so.. i'm prepared to fail & resit my CHN next sem. and i'm sure my pointer will drop like anything this time. sigh. oh well.

although ethics presentation went well. mdm mary said she's got nothing bad to say about the book. :D referencing well done. could hv more information and more to talk about to add points but it was alright. so i guess thats a good comment then? *crosses fingers* pls oh pls let it be distinction this time.

we've gotten our briefings about posting & case study. it wasnt that hard actually. you just have to crap - aLOT. which is what i do most of the time anyway :P like, all the etiology, A&P, pathophysiology, lots of pictures, and then some NCPs, all the way hv to do from the patient's admission to the ward orientation to the surgery/treatment/diagnosis to the discharging, medications & follow ups. VERY DETAILED. hope for the best :)

i hope the Sisters at Puteri branch will be as nice as the DSH's ones.

and then. there was this survey thing on how healthy KPJ students are so they give u a questionnaire and you hv to give a blood sample where they test for the Hb, RBC & WBC - to see how "healthy" we are, staying at the hostels with the quality of the cafe food and Ibu's food and all. I guess I'm pretty unhealthy since i marked <2days/week for everything good like veg, wheat, fruits. Lol. oh well. Life of a college student.

oh and that nutrional status survey thing, mdm G. left me in charge. -.- but it went well. so i guess ok :D

camping!! was totally AWESOME & tiring. Dusun Eco-Resort, back to ol times. oh i miss school days. after we sampai, there was food. good food actually. the dorms were nice. cooling. with netting around the windows so mossies wont get in. bathroom was actually pretty decent.

we learnt "how to prepare a proposal?" "customer service: the way to deal with?" and event management: how to conduct?" which wasnt boring at all. i jotted down EVERYTHING on the slides. :D

there was this game thingy we had, where they asked us to tie a balloon on our wrist, then went into the water, where the aim is to pecahkn all the other groups balloons. my group and another group won. cause both 3 ppl left. :D i was one of them. yea i was aggressive. like, i kicked Ikqbal's stomach, because he grabbed my shoulder and wanted to hit the balloon and i kicked him. poor thing.

dinner wasnt as satisfactory as lunch was. :( hard fried chicken. seriously! next time soak ur chicken in KFC flour before frying. :P

next day woke at 5.30am. didnt shower, obviously. it was freezing cold. but the night was awesome. cooling so sleep was nice. most of them were late so, we didnt get to do riadah (aerobics). we went straight for breakfast, some group activity where they asked us to form a group, make a circle, hold the person's hand opposite you and get out of the circle. then next round do the same but both hands this time, then another round was holding 2 different person's hand. but we made it :D

treasure hunt: woosh. damn tiring. cause the road to our camp was basically about 70% up the hill, and to "hunt" we went up and down up and down the blardy hill. lol. at least, some of us did. although the games were stupid, like we had to make this thingy like a necklace with 10 leaves with rafia string and tie around our necks. and for the leader, 3 huge leaves around the head. like, super orang asli. LOL. then we had to answer this teka-teki. another 1 was putting this forks around this tissue paper without crossing over and something like that (which my group failed) lol so we had this helicopter punishment. bend over - place index finger on ground - turn around 10 times. haha!

water soaking again. then there was this thing where we had to tie ends of a rafia string on this rubber band and place around this Styrofoam cup with water in it, and hv to walk over to this place only holding the strings. -.-

oh and throughout the whole treasure hunt, we were all given a piece of cream crackers, and we had to hold it in our hands - the whole time! cant break it, cant wet it, cant lose it. mine got a LITTLE wet, but in perfect condition. though i lost all my leaves on my necklace by the end of the day. hahaha!!

overall the whole thing was awesome. then boyf came over to nilai to pick me up. late, as usual. zz.

so its sem break for me now. :) oo and, mummy got me a bb curve!! :D finally! well, she's gonna cut rm20 off every week but, who cares?! I've got a bb like i've always wanted, and i can finally bbm :D

toodles!

xx

bla :(

i havent blogged in a week. what i can tell u now is about recent events.

like for example, today as boyf was driving to the curve to get our usual Swedish dinner at Ikea, we passed a cat wriggling on the road in front of Toyota place at Subang. by the time we stopped, it was gone. then tears came when this taxi drive ran over its body, and i heard the cracks of the skeleton. sigh. :'(

Beef meatballs with fries & salmon @Ikea. our favs. its almost a year baby-boo. and albeit all our fights and arguments, tantrums, merajuk-ing, drama, pushing, screaming, yapping, slapping, i still love you.

left my skill lab book in his car, and he u-turned for me :D

osce's on tues, and i have absolutely no clue what would happen to me. sigh. worries. =S

and then chn on wed [oh gosh kill me i've no idea where to start studying. God pls give me strength and guide me through this. i need help. :( ]

xx

...i'm getting fat thanks

open day was really fun. first thing we got to the children's booth and got our floor plans. then all 3 of us walked around the booths to see what we'll be having for the day. 3 of us meaning me, tia & uvi [who so graciously wanted to be volunteers on my information ask me team.

Uvi & Tia "Take us! Put us in!"

Me: *stares* oh really?

Tia "Yes! I'm ok la!"

Me: I know you're ok. I meant her *turns to Uvi*

Uvi: "Huh?"

zz. they ditched out on me at 10something. oh whatever.

Amran's bunch of guyfriends kept disturbing me. Haha. I didnt mind. They were cute. ;)

After the boyf came, we went for blood donation today. Who would hv guessed. He's Type O. I was so heartbroken. I wanted to be Type O since forever, but unfortunately, I'm Type A.

the thing ended well, Madam Mary said I did a marvelous job and that I could go home. So boyf and I stopped by at Mydin to eat our lunch of McD's Breakfast set & BK's promotion burger. Didnt know what that was but it was similar to Carl's Jr's Western Bacon.

We got to Midv and sat in McD while Mako-chan filled my hard drive with whatever he desires. Took a few movies and he was (the whole time) complaining about my laptop's performance and trying to get me to get a better one. What is the matter with guys? Geez. My lappie helps me with my assignment, I can game and online and watch movie with it, I'm happy enough. At least i'm not like him. He got his graphic card burnt due to overstraining it with excessive AC2. zz.

anyways, went to lepak with boyf's friend Syafiq. i was really pissed at him and we got into a huge argument. I mean, they wanted to go watch Fast5 so i said ok i wanna go along. then I told him I was hungry, at 9 something. he said ok we'll go get some dinner after this. but then Fast5 tickets are sold out at the curve, so we went to 1Utama instead and Fast5 was out too. but then during the whole duration of that, from 9 something till 11 something, I got gastric and I was kinda frustrated that he didnt bother to ask me about directions or anything at all, in fact, when Syafiq was in the car. It was like, i was invisible.

So what the heck. I was quiet the whole time. Finally we got a parking space at AC and then he was asking why was I so quiet but i just remained silent but then he asked again a few times then he jerked me and asked "what is wrong? tell me!"

"What's wrong? What's wrong is that i'm having gastric now."

"Well why didnt you tell me?"

"Why didnt I tell you? i told you since just now ok? I'm hungry."

"Yea we're gonna go get some food now right?"

"Thats not all of it. Yea next time just ask Syafiq for directons. Just ask Syafiq for places to park."

"Thats it. If you have a suggestion, you tell! You always want people to ask you!"

"It's my fault now right? Ok. I'm sorry. It's all my fault."

well the whole thing, he was yelling at me the whole time. then later he apologized and said he was hungry and didnt know what else to do. i said whatever.

we made up, in the end, and had 2 plates of char kuey teow and 2 pieces of roasted chicken wings.

sunday was nice because i brought my mum out for dinner at Pick n Brew at glenmarie. They had this Sunday promotion thing where you can order a main course and you'll get a cheaper main course for free. So i ordered Ribeye and my mum ordered Teriyaki chicken. The portion was small but enough, though I remember it used to be huge! My ribeye would have mashed potato and sour cream along with some broccolis at the side, so I guess its because of the sunday promotion thing, if they didnt do that, they would lose profit.

after that, we went home, and then boyf came to pick me up around 7 something and we headed to MidV to get my phone cover and in the mean time, bought a pink phone strap and pretty phone accessory :D

so pretty looking. when i'm free i'll load it up.

AND boyf said I'll only need to contribute rm200 for my BB Javelin [aww its so sweet of him :D]

so excited about it.

tho now i'm feeling hungry and all but i really dont wanna eat. no appetite to make food also.

dewa said i'm getting rounder. I hate it when ppl keep telling you, you're not fat. you look good. you're skinny enough. it suits you. bla bla bla.

and then 1 guy comes and tell you, "you're getting rounder." and then he tells you to exercise. oh for god's sake I love exercise more than anything in the world, if i actually have time and a car to take my diamond membership card to celebrity fitness. i dont. thats why, i'll rather not eat then.

Makan salah. X makan salah.

I dont know alrdy.

kthxbai.

dots

sigh. what to tell today?

1st. uvi's spamming .l. u...hahahhaha!! on my wall. so i spammed back.

2nd. i hope she has a swell time deleting my spam.

3rd. we just finished and handed up our english workbook.

4th. Amran's bitchy gf blocked me from his profile. because since that day till now, i still cant find his profile. so i asked Uvi to type his name and 2 mutual friends came up and so did he's "oh-so-cute" pic. blardy hell. i'm so pissed - i msged him. :P

5th. i guess tomorrow boyf's gonna be bringing me to ampang lookout point finally - after open day stuff and meeting with Mako-Chan at MidV.

6th. I'm so excited about the open day tomorrow. :)

7th. i think my ass is getting huger. lol.

8th. i hate skinny guys who calls me fat - just because he's skinny.

9th. my BB is getting so slow. sucks.

10th. boyf promised Diane F+ Edelweiss lomo cam after our anni and we can share. then after that we can buy BB Javelin which looks really awesome. i'm so excited :D

thats all for now. sitting in classroom3 for "skill lab".

zz

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Props for open day :D

yesterday the whole day we spent "lepaking" in class. well, not really lepaking la. there was ethics, and then, assignment, and then, lepak. lol.

went to tesco & giant with Mdm Mary to shop for stationaries and stuff for the Open Day props :D

4 "Ask Me" signs & to deco the astronaut's photo backdrop.

I'm so so so so excited about it. We did 4 different cutouts - star, heart, cloud & a hand sign.

We went to Mydin to have dinner, and then walked around while Tia & Uvi were taking their own sweet time picking out which chocolate/biscuit they should buy. Zz.

Then we went home, I showered & went to the Senior's house to do the props. They were nice. :) especially Franciska. Or however you spell her name.

Then went home, called the boyf. Talked, said i wanna take a 10mins nap. Woke up, said i want another nap and he promised to call me till I wake. Poor boy! Was calling me till 5.03am.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

I was really dead. Sigh.

Oh and, some MOE ppl came or something, and we have a new Vice Chancellor. Or is it future? That soon we'll be getting our "University" status.

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Right...

ThatsAllForNow.

kthbai.

xx