Hmm~~

Missing -Him- xx

oh and..my nursing scholarship app essay XD

“Why Do I Want To Join the Nursing Profession?”

As clichéd as this might sound, the nursing and doctorial profession has always been in my list of ambition options ever since I was young. I am a very hyperactive person and being in an office the whole day is not exactly the life for me. The nursing profession really offers me the exact working environment I am looking for in a career.

One of my main interests in life is interacting and meeting new people. As a nurse, I would get to meet different people everyday and that allows me to expand my social skills. Another interest of mine would be doing community work and offering a helping hand to those in need.

Not only that, but being in the nursing profession also allows me to learn new things on a daily basis, which is another plus because I am the type of person who loves to expand my general knowledge on life.

(154 words written)

Another random poem lol

Promise & Love

Darling, what have you done to me?

I think you have scarred my heart;

Of your thoughts I smile, I laugh,

Of songs I hear, I remember;

I wonder if I have ever crossed your mind,

For mine swims with images of you.

You have awakened me from restless dreams,

Memories are not enough to satisfy my hunger,

For you alone, I cry, I breathe, and I ponder;

Should I say thou hast stolen my heart?

Or should I say, you have filled my nights with butterflies, my head with stars, and my heart with colors?

Come and enclose me, secure my heart,

I blame you for all my hurts and pains,

Together we will love and be loved like no other.

And I shall await your promise, and you shall keep.

Exams..geez...

Looks like my Hunny cant make it to Iron Man 2 with me after all...with mid terms & the hols..sigh..oh well~ there's always next time..

Currently at the office~

Hunny just had his Further Maths [an extremely complicated combination of Additional Maths & Maths]..and he said he only managed a question and its 10/50..

Well it kinda sucks but, u know, if it was me, I'll say whatever.

The only time I ever got upset on my exam is during Form 4 once when I got a 35/50 for my English essay. I usually get 45+ so..yea..and another time was for my SPM LK exam. I barely tried so I cant blame anyone else but me & that Ms. Baizora. It was her fault too for not bothering to teach me. Zz..well, those were the only times. Lol.

For other times, I'll be like, whatever. It's not like I'm good at that or I've tried my best. If u were good at it and u got less-than-expected marks then, well, u'll hv all the right to be upset.

You've already pulled an all-nighter & tried your best..so..why be disappointed? At least you TRIED. That's what matters Hun. ^^ Chill la. =*

Till next time~

xoxo

Iron Man 2~~

"Missing you gets easier everyday because though it's one day further from the last time we saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will."

IRON MAN 2!!! OUT on 30th April.

Planning to go watch it with Hunny if he's free, & He'd better be..XD

xoxo

Kids nowadays..tsk tsk..

Here I am, sitting in Starbucks, surfing the net, and there's this 10 year old girl, wearing specs, with long black hair, wearing the MOST horrible attire I've ever seen.

It's like, hello? Halloween is in October.

her ensemble~

Lol. i know anime characters and costumes are ah-dorable BUT seriously, do not try to attempt it unless u're planning to go for either 1, a costume party or 2, cosplay.

I'm not doing this because I'm mean. I'm doing this because this is for the good of all the kids her age out there. TRUST me. U do NOT wanna look back at today's pic, and say,

"OH-MA-GAWD!! WHAT the F was I thinking??"

Till next time~

xoxo

Simple & Sweet

Hey there~ Just dropping by at work to post a simple & sweet post because I am SUPER bored..hmm..

IT'S FREEZING COLD~!! And my Hunny isn't here to keep me warm.. *sob*

See u guys back home. XD

xoxo

You really ARE the only exception ^^

"You make me smile for no reason whatsoever,
Y ou make me laugh at the unfunniest things,
B ut most of all, you make me love you...
W hen I shouldn't be loving you."

It had hurt so badly every time I had to pass by you.

It had hurt so badly when I could not even be in the same area as you are.

It was the worst feeling ever - watching you walk away from me.

For the better of both of us, because I know, if I did,

You'll probably be gone for good & I'll probably never see you again;

and that you'll lose all your friends too.

I wouldn't want that to happen if it was me in the position.

So, I held myself back.

Now that things are back to where we should have been from the beginning,

I'm glad that we had held on to something that was probably not possible from the start.

And I know, this is going to be tough,

But I would do all I can to at least, try to make this happen - you & me.

xoxo.

Being hyper is so much better than being emo

So, lets see. Same thing as yesterday - work, gym, sleep. XD

Today I did Hip Hop with Lucci instead. Awesome workout. And some weights. Haha~ Although really tiring, its all worth it. ^^

So, my hun disappeared somewhere..o.o afraid to call him in case..hmm...the witch is luring around him. Oh well~~

xoxo

Macy Gray - I Try

Games, changes and fears
When will they go from here
When will they stop
I belive that fate has brought us here
And we should be together babe
But we're not
I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
And I'll try to keep my cool, but I'm feenin'

I try to say goodbye and I choke
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not here
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not here

I may appear to be free
But I'm just a prisoner of your love
And I may seem all right and smile when you leave
But my smiles are just a front
Just a front, hey
I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
And I'll try to keep my cool, but I'm feenin'

I try to say goodbye and I choke
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not here
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not here

Here is my confession
May I be your possession
Boy, I need your touch
Your love, kisses and such
With all my might I try
But this I can't deny
Deny

I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
(but I'm dreaming of you babe)
And I'll keep my cool, but I'm feenin'

I try to say goodbye and I choke (yeah)
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
(when you are not near aahh)
Goodbye and I choke (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I try to walk away and I stumble (hey, hey, hey)
Though I try to hide it, it's clear (say it Lord)
My world crumbles when you are not here

Goodbye and I choke (I'm choking)
I try to walk away and I stumbe
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
(when you are not near, yeah, yeah yeah)
Yeah, yeah..

Maybe I should just stick to dancing. XD

Ello peeps~

SO!! today, first day of work. how awesome. It was just plain old typing with the system and bla bla..basic Data Entry. I just hope I can tahan for the next 3 months.

After that, went to gym. Missed Body Combat though..*sniffs* oh well~ then I went for Latin Mix by Baby G. she did reggae instead of latin but campur abit la. first time doing reggae. It was alright. Then, I tried Muay Thai. Haha!! Like I said, I really should stick to dancing.

As usual, everything left me feeling abit flowy but awesome!! Lol.

Well that's all for now. Eyes on the price~~ I'm focusing on it. You know what it is..the Laptop!! XD

Yes, my beautiful TX2500z.. muahahahaha!!

xoxo

HP Pavilion TX2500z

This .. people .. is the laptop I'm planning to get. Super awesome huh? XD awesome graphics, awesome drive, awesome functions.

HP Pavilion tx2500 Tablet PC specs:

• AMD Turion X2 Ultra ZM-86 2.4GHz processor
• 3GB DDR2 RAM
• 160GB hard drive
• Mobility Radeon HD 3200 IGP
• 12.1" WXGA Display with dual active/passive digitizer (1280x800)
• 8X DVD multiformat burner with LightScribe
• 802.11 a/b/g/n WLAN with Bluetooth support
• Windows Vista Business OS
• Integrated gigabit Ethernet and v.92 modem
• 6-cell battery
• Integrated webcam, fingerprint reader, Mini Remote Control
• ExpressCard/34 Slot
• 1 x Multi-format card reader
• 3 x USB ports
• 2 x headphone out and one microphone-in
• 1 x Expansion port
• 1 x VGA and S-video
• Weight: 4.5 lbs

Pros

• Inexpensive
• Touchscreen and active digitizer
• Entertainment features
• Solid design
• Improved GPU

Cons

• Washed out display that can be very reflective
• Hight heat output when system is stressed

Come here to read the rest of the review:-

http://www.notebookreview.com/default.asp?newsID=4511

Enjoy~ xoxo.

Paramore - The Only Exception

When I was younger, I saw my daddy cry

And curse at the wind

He broke his own heart, And I watched as he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that she would never let herself forget

And that was the day that I promised, I'd never sing of love

If it does not exist

But darlin'
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception


Maybe I know, somewhere

Deep in my soul, that love never lasts

And we've got to find other ways, to make it alone

Or keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this

Keeping a comfortable, distance, and up until now

I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality, but I can't

Let go of what's in front of me here

I know you're leaving in the morning, when you wake up

Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

Ooh Ooh...

You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing

Oh, and I'm on my way to believing

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Yes I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now

I just need you now

Ooo, baby, I need you now

Job interview & cotton candy

Ello~

So, I had the job interview at Ricoh today as a Data Entry girl. awesome. got the job. Kelly Services said they like me very much. teehee~ XD

well has been chatting with Mr D for quite some time now. *shrugs* o.o .. *cricket sound* uh.. =p no comment hun. XD

and, oh, the most horrible thing..look at the pic. eww much?

the first thing that happened after i logged in to MSN when i got to Starbucks is.. was the pic on top. *closes eyes & try to pretend it didnt happen*

anyways, i camwhored a little in the car. what? i had ntg better to do. =p

Pic 1

Pic 2

and then, on the way home, the clouds look so yummy. cotton candy right above our heads~

Pic 3

thats all for now~

xoxo

Love

This world would be a great place to be if I had someone to share it with...

..

..

..

Wouldn't you be that person? o.o

xoxo

My fav song. soundtrack of my lovelife. *shrugs*

Jisun – What Should I Do?

You ask me how my day was as if it’s the same everyday

I say I’m okay but you really don’t know how I feel

Do you think I’ll be okay without you?

Are you okay without me?

The world without you is so hard that I blame myself for still breathing

What should I do?

Even now, I live each painful day because of your words

Tell me if this is a bad thing to do

Are you living each day painfully like I am?

You and me

Are we too late? Do we not have a chance?

I still think about you and you might know this

Finally is this it? Are we going to end like this?

Is it okay with you? I don’t think I can do it

The love I find with you, I won’t find it anywhere even if I die

What should I do?

If it isn’t you, no one else can hold my heart

Please hold me

And you know that even though the whole world tries to

No one can erase your memories

So please hold me

What should I do?

Even now, I live each painful day because of your words

Tell me if this is a bad thing to do

Are you living each day painfully like I am?

You and me

Is it too late? Do we not have a chance?

But me, I still think about you, and you might not know.

A poem called - Forever

its crappy, but since its my blog and this is called FREEDOM OF SPEECH, i would just belasah only. so? sue me. =p

Forever -

Do you know I think about you every night?

Lying on my bed, I drown in my misery.

I seemed to have lost the key to your heart,

Holding on to all that we have left,

Those flashes of memories in our heads,

That was all i have left of you.

Have you forgotten the days we've had, and the plans we've made?

I wish our days would last forever.

Just like the song of ours,

But I know one thing for sure,

They can take everything away except for yesterday.

I wish I could be back into your arms,

You being the place I'll run to and hide myself in

Through loneliness and fear, cold and pain,

And when I needed someone to love me,

You had been the one for me.

As crazy as this might sound, you'll always be my shelter;

Filling my emptiness with just your smile,

I wish your voice would make everything alright for me,

Just like old times, I'll fall right back into your arms,

If you'll give me the key to your heart again.

xoxo.

Life starts at a new point

hello~

i'm starting all anew, as u can see.

my life has been so full of drama that i can make it into a movie or write a book about it. i've decided i wanna leave my past behind, and move on ahead.

Life's good as usual. and though things have been very different, i'm glad some things are still the same. =)

i am going to start work on monday so lets just see how it goes~ xD

xoxo