Happy 1yr Anniversary ♥

havent been blogging.. alot. LOL! malas la. u cant blame me. i've still got loads of movies to watch. and then, of course, game.

it was our 1st year anni with my boyf. on 16th June.

Happy 1 year Anniversary Hazman Syah.

We started off as tuition friends, MySpace, Friendster, Facebook, he asked for my number, i didnt layan him, Facebook, went out, here we are a year later.

So we came over, we went to JB City Square, he bought me a cute pair of grey flats, ate at Kenny Rogers Roasters, watched Super 8 [awesome movie!!], watched x-men: first class, made my own cotton candy at the cotton candy machine, bought this cute little ring with a dragon that curls around the finger :D saw some Domo-kun and he promised to buy me the backpack, then we tested out Beats by Dr.Dre. we were speechless. and yea! we planned to buy it.

So that was how we celebrated our anni. haha! very typical outing for couples, but thats the best we can do for now.

he's annoying. he's slow. stupid. doesnt use his brain much. has skirtings and a pillow. always doesnt hv money. doesnt have common sense. gives lots of bullshyt lots of times.

it can go on. really.

but, i love him. alot. and maybe once in awhile i'll feel like i miss being single, and i wish i can have a different boyfriend, and i wonder what would have happened if i made a different choice.

but i've never loved anyone like him. i love his scent, his body, the way he looks at me, the way he holds me, the way he kisses my head and smells my hair every 5 seconds, the way he holds my hand, the way we cuddle.

i love the way he knows every car u point to him.

i love it when he makes faces.

i love the way my whole hand only fits 1 side of his cheeks.

i love the way how small i feel when i'm with him.

the way when he doesn't give up, no matter what i throw at him when i'm pissed off.

or upset.

and the way when even though he doesn't have money left, or he knows he'll have to starve, either from eating out or going out, he'll still do his best to get what i want for me.

and then, the way i feel so free when i'm with him. just so carefree. like, my life's a movie with every perfect song and with every laughter i share with him. every stupid thing i tell him.

and the way he always says i'm beautiful. even when i look a total mess. he still thinks i'm pretty.

and maybe sometimes, he strays off the path, and he'll make a silly mistake once in a while and i'll be so mad at him and ready for break up. but you know. i'm a drama-queen.

i love you monkey boo. i do. and i know, i cant possible imagine the amount of love you have for me.

i hope you'll never give up, or stray off away. ever.

i labhu2 you ♥

posting at PSH, JB

whoa! seriously. what a long break from the bloggee..

anyways, here i am. 2nd week into my clinical posting at Puteri Specialist Hospital. i just cant stop comparing them to Damansara Specialist Hospital. i had to be honest in my Reflective Diary. so i just wrote.

i didnt like the fact that they're so unorganized.

i didnt like the fact that the whole ward goes around, in a square.

i didnt like the fact that everything is so different, and I miss DSH. Alot.

but then, it takes time to get used i guess. but now i'm fine with the hospital and the ward environment. ppl here arent any less nicer actually. they're pretty cool. :) only difference is that this is JB not damansara.

lesser fussy patients though. i like that. who doesnt? :P tho i heard VIP is like, super cheap o.O back in DSH premier wards would be at least rm850.00 per night for the cheapest room. i heard here was like, rm3xx lol. ntah la. pelik tul. and not to mention the fact that i've mistaken for a malay like, SO many times. haha! i do like that though.

missing home is a thing. its rm31.30 for the bus ticket back from Larkin bus terminal which is like, 10mins walk from the hostel to TBS near BTS station. and rm33.50 from Shah Alam bus terminal to Larkin bus terminal. its alright i guess. not bad. considering Transnasional seats are quite awesome - so far la, through my experience.

i went back home last weekend and on the way back here, i took a 8.30pm bus, and i got back to the hostel at 2am. nice huh? the bus driver practically took his own sweet time stopping at stops -.- seriously. i know not everyone has a curfew. or a morning shift. gee. :P

and i've just gotten a case study subject :D i'm so glad. it was by luck, i guess. and thanks to naziroh. we went around looking for case study on Monday. both of us gotten, her case AEEBA aka Asthma while mine was chest pain i think for angina. but my patient was supposed to be angiogram but he refused. and it was weird that he has chest pain again since he alrdy had a CABG in 1992. but then Sister said i cant take this case. there's nothing to it.

so i went searching for a new case then suddenly staff nurse at Medical Ward 4th floor said "eh tadi ada case angiogram nak buat hari ni. tp x masuk sini, sebab x de tempat. u cari kat floor lain. mungkin tingkat 3 ke 5." so there we went rushing down to Surgical ward on the 3rd floor, i was almost giving up cause i thought patient wasnt on the surgical ward then Naziroh was like, "eh ashley tanya la!" so i asked the staff nurse at the counter and she said yes, they're about to leave. i rushed to the patient's room and there the patient was, on the wheelchair, with the staff nurse.

so i sent the patient to A&E, followed the patient to Johor Specialist Hospital, and got to see the whole procedure. thanks to Dr. Yap hee :D

i guess thats all for now. pls pls wish me luck for this case presentation. dh la my pointer surely will drop thanks to chn n maybe cvs [i hope NOT] but this is part of my plan to maintain my CGPA. so.. *lies face flat on my wooden table at home*

xx

P.S. ish!! rindunye rumah aq, and Smiggins aq jugak :( rindu btul kat mak and my Alza.

camping, chn sucked, and bb curve! ♥

well i havent blogged in ages. so i'll start from.. last week..

chn sucked to the max. i studied. yes. i read. yes. i understood the question. ... ... no. i didnt.

well for a & b i just blanked out. so i didnt write anything down. 10marks gone. c, i bullshyted about something completely different from the answer. which sucked to the max. only d i got write. so.. i'm prepared to fail & resit my CHN next sem. and i'm sure my pointer will drop like anything this time. sigh. oh well.

although ethics presentation went well. mdm mary said she's got nothing bad to say about the book. :D referencing well done. could hv more information and more to talk about to add points but it was alright. so i guess thats a good comment then? *crosses fingers* pls oh pls let it be distinction this time.

we've gotten our briefings about posting & case study. it wasnt that hard actually. you just have to crap - aLOT. which is what i do most of the time anyway :P like, all the etiology, A&P, pathophysiology, lots of pictures, and then some NCPs, all the way hv to do from the patient's admission to the ward orientation to the surgery/treatment/diagnosis to the discharging, medications & follow ups. VERY DETAILED. hope for the best :)

i hope the Sisters at Puteri branch will be as nice as the DSH's ones.

and then. there was this survey thing on how healthy KPJ students are so they give u a questionnaire and you hv to give a blood sample where they test for the Hb, RBC & WBC - to see how "healthy" we are, staying at the hostels with the quality of the cafe food and Ibu's food and all. I guess I'm pretty unhealthy since i marked <2days/week for everything good like veg, wheat, fruits. Lol. oh well. Life of a college student.

oh and that nutrional status survey thing, mdm G. left me in charge. -.- but it went well. so i guess ok :D

camping!! was totally AWESOME & tiring. Dusun Eco-Resort, back to ol times. oh i miss school days. after we sampai, there was food. good food actually. the dorms were nice. cooling. with netting around the windows so mossies wont get in. bathroom was actually pretty decent.

we learnt "how to prepare a proposal?" "customer service: the way to deal with?" and event management: how to conduct?" which wasnt boring at all. i jotted down EVERYTHING on the slides. :D

there was this game thingy we had, where they asked us to tie a balloon on our wrist, then went into the water, where the aim is to pecahkn all the other groups balloons. my group and another group won. cause both 3 ppl left. :D i was one of them. yea i was aggressive. like, i kicked Ikqbal's stomach, because he grabbed my shoulder and wanted to hit the balloon and i kicked him. poor thing.

dinner wasnt as satisfactory as lunch was. :( hard fried chicken. seriously! next time soak ur chicken in KFC flour before frying. :P

next day woke at 5.30am. didnt shower, obviously. it was freezing cold. but the night was awesome. cooling so sleep was nice. most of them were late so, we didnt get to do riadah (aerobics). we went straight for breakfast, some group activity where they asked us to form a group, make a circle, hold the person's hand opposite you and get out of the circle. then next round do the same but both hands this time, then another round was holding 2 different person's hand. but we made it :D

treasure hunt: woosh. damn tiring. cause the road to our camp was basically about 70% up the hill, and to "hunt" we went up and down up and down the blardy hill. lol. at least, some of us did. although the games were stupid, like we had to make this thingy like a necklace with 10 leaves with rafia string and tie around our necks. and for the leader, 3 huge leaves around the head. like, super orang asli. LOL. then we had to answer this teka-teki. another 1 was putting this forks around this tissue paper without crossing over and something like that (which my group failed) lol so we had this helicopter punishment. bend over - place index finger on ground - turn around 10 times. haha!

water soaking again. then there was this thing where we had to tie ends of a rafia string on this rubber band and place around this Styrofoam cup with water in it, and hv to walk over to this place only holding the strings. -.-

oh and throughout the whole treasure hunt, we were all given a piece of cream crackers, and we had to hold it in our hands - the whole time! cant break it, cant wet it, cant lose it. mine got a LITTLE wet, but in perfect condition. though i lost all my leaves on my necklace by the end of the day. hahaha!!

overall the whole thing was awesome. then boyf came over to nilai to pick me up. late, as usual. zz.

so its sem break for me now. :) oo and, mummy got me a bb curve!! :D finally! well, she's gonna cut rm20 off every week but, who cares?! I've got a bb like i've always wanted, and i can finally bbm :D

toodles!

xx

bla :(

i havent blogged in a week. what i can tell u now is about recent events.

like for example, today as boyf was driving to the curve to get our usual Swedish dinner at Ikea, we passed a cat wriggling on the road in front of Toyota place at Subang. by the time we stopped, it was gone. then tears came when this taxi drive ran over its body, and i heard the cracks of the skeleton. sigh. :'(

Beef meatballs with fries & salmon @Ikea. our favs. its almost a year baby-boo. and albeit all our fights and arguments, tantrums, merajuk-ing, drama, pushing, screaming, yapping, slapping, i still love you.

left my skill lab book in his car, and he u-turned for me :D

osce's on tues, and i have absolutely no clue what would happen to me. sigh. worries. =S

and then chn on wed [oh gosh kill me i've no idea where to start studying. God pls give me strength and guide me through this. i need help. :( ]

xx

...i'm getting fat thanks

open day was really fun. first thing we got to the children's booth and got our floor plans. then all 3 of us walked around the booths to see what we'll be having for the day. 3 of us meaning me, tia & uvi [who so graciously wanted to be volunteers on my information ask me team.

Uvi & Tia "Take us! Put us in!"

Me: *stares* oh really?

Tia "Yes! I'm ok la!"

Me: I know you're ok. I meant her *turns to Uvi*

Uvi: "Huh?"

zz. they ditched out on me at 10something. oh whatever.

Amran's bunch of guyfriends kept disturbing me. Haha. I didnt mind. They were cute. ;)

After the boyf came, we went for blood donation today. Who would hv guessed. He's Type O. I was so heartbroken. I wanted to be Type O since forever, but unfortunately, I'm Type A.

the thing ended well, Madam Mary said I did a marvelous job and that I could go home. So boyf and I stopped by at Mydin to eat our lunch of McD's Breakfast set & BK's promotion burger. Didnt know what that was but it was similar to Carl's Jr's Western Bacon.

We got to Midv and sat in McD while Mako-chan filled my hard drive with whatever he desires. Took a few movies and he was (the whole time) complaining about my laptop's performance and trying to get me to get a better one. What is the matter with guys? Geez. My lappie helps me with my assignment, I can game and online and watch movie with it, I'm happy enough. At least i'm not like him. He got his graphic card burnt due to overstraining it with excessive AC2. zz.

anyways, went to lepak with boyf's friend Syafiq. i was really pissed at him and we got into a huge argument. I mean, they wanted to go watch Fast5 so i said ok i wanna go along. then I told him I was hungry, at 9 something. he said ok we'll go get some dinner after this. but then Fast5 tickets are sold out at the curve, so we went to 1Utama instead and Fast5 was out too. but then during the whole duration of that, from 9 something till 11 something, I got gastric and I was kinda frustrated that he didnt bother to ask me about directions or anything at all, in fact, when Syafiq was in the car. It was like, i was invisible.

So what the heck. I was quiet the whole time. Finally we got a parking space at AC and then he was asking why was I so quiet but i just remained silent but then he asked again a few times then he jerked me and asked "what is wrong? tell me!"

"What's wrong? What's wrong is that i'm having gastric now."

"Well why didnt you tell me?"

"Why didnt I tell you? i told you since just now ok? I'm hungry."

"Yea we're gonna go get some food now right?"

"Thats not all of it. Yea next time just ask Syafiq for directons. Just ask Syafiq for places to park."

"Thats it. If you have a suggestion, you tell! You always want people to ask you!"

"It's my fault now right? Ok. I'm sorry. It's all my fault."

well the whole thing, he was yelling at me the whole time. then later he apologized and said he was hungry and didnt know what else to do. i said whatever.

we made up, in the end, and had 2 plates of char kuey teow and 2 pieces of roasted chicken wings.

sunday was nice because i brought my mum out for dinner at Pick n Brew at glenmarie. They had this Sunday promotion thing where you can order a main course and you'll get a cheaper main course for free. So i ordered Ribeye and my mum ordered Teriyaki chicken. The portion was small but enough, though I remember it used to be huge! My ribeye would have mashed potato and sour cream along with some broccolis at the side, so I guess its because of the sunday promotion thing, if they didnt do that, they would lose profit.

after that, we went home, and then boyf came to pick me up around 7 something and we headed to MidV to get my phone cover and in the mean time, bought a pink phone strap and pretty phone accessory :D

so pretty looking. when i'm free i'll load it up.

AND boyf said I'll only need to contribute rm200 for my BB Javelin [aww its so sweet of him :D]

so excited about it.

tho now i'm feeling hungry and all but i really dont wanna eat. no appetite to make food also.

dewa said i'm getting rounder. I hate it when ppl keep telling you, you're not fat. you look good. you're skinny enough. it suits you. bla bla bla.

and then 1 guy comes and tell you, "you're getting rounder." and then he tells you to exercise. oh for god's sake I love exercise more than anything in the world, if i actually have time and a car to take my diamond membership card to celebrity fitness. i dont. thats why, i'll rather not eat then.

Makan salah. X makan salah.

I dont know alrdy.

kthxbai.

dots

sigh. what to tell today?

1st. uvi's spamming .l. u...hahahhaha!! on my wall. so i spammed back.

2nd. i hope she has a swell time deleting my spam.

3rd. we just finished and handed up our english workbook.

4th. Amran's bitchy gf blocked me from his profile. because since that day till now, i still cant find his profile. so i asked Uvi to type his name and 2 mutual friends came up and so did he's "oh-so-cute" pic. blardy hell. i'm so pissed - i msged him. :P

5th. i guess tomorrow boyf's gonna be bringing me to ampang lookout point finally - after open day stuff and meeting with Mako-Chan at MidV.

6th. I'm so excited about the open day tomorrow. :)

7th. i think my ass is getting huger. lol.

8th. i hate skinny guys who calls me fat - just because he's skinny.

9th. my BB is getting so slow. sucks.

10th. boyf promised Diane F+ Edelweiss lomo cam after our anni and we can share. then after that we can buy BB Javelin which looks really awesome. i'm so excited :D

thats all for now. sitting in classroom3 for "skill lab".

zz

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Props for open day :D

yesterday the whole day we spent "lepaking" in class. well, not really lepaking la. there was ethics, and then, assignment, and then, lepak. lol.

went to tesco & giant with Mdm Mary to shop for stationaries and stuff for the Open Day props :D

4 "Ask Me" signs & to deco the astronaut's photo backdrop.

I'm so so so so excited about it. We did 4 different cutouts - star, heart, cloud & a hand sign.

We went to Mydin to have dinner, and then walked around while Tia & Uvi were taking their own sweet time picking out which chocolate/biscuit they should buy. Zz.

Then we went home, I showered & went to the Senior's house to do the props. They were nice. :) especially Franciska. Or however you spell her name.

Then went home, called the boyf. Talked, said i wanna take a 10mins nap. Woke up, said i want another nap and he promised to call me till I wake. Poor boy! Was calling me till 5.03am.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

I was really dead. Sigh.

Oh and, some MOE ppl came or something, and we have a new Vice Chancellor. Or is it future? That soon we'll be getting our "University" status.

....

....

....

Right...

ThatsAllForNow.

kthbai.

xx

hangover + love

such hangover today. pening! tu la. drank more than 9 glasses of whiskey+coke. heh.

boyf tells me lots of stuff i did when i was drunk. i rmb the big things, but not the small details, like for the fact that i crapped aLOT of nursing stuff & medical terms to him when i was drunk. LOL.

oh well. such a nerd. we went walking around the curve today. SO MANY CUTE STUFF!! for cheap prices, like this pair of heels that didn't have my size but its RM50! *dies*

Sigh. Fate.

oh and i got my period last night. its the 2nd time in a month.. for the 3rd time. talk about stress!

zz. so bad for my health. and dehydration =x

xx

cleaning up the skill lab because we're the youngest?

currently blogging in Audi 1.

Today, skill lab till 1pm, lunch, then cleaned up the skill lab. yes. CLEAN.

Cause apparently someone from MOH or something wants to come and check.

and its only us cleaning up the place. because we're the "YOUNGEST" group here.

being the youngest doesnt mean we dont hv to study for fucking CHN tomorrow k? zz.

whatever la. god knows how long they've not cleaned up the place. So we were like changing linens with Tia, wiping the windows.. again. and again. then we susun classroom 2's chairs. :)

oh and Mdm Geetha suddenly announced that we're in-charge of the aerobics on Open Day on 7th May. Awesome huh? and Najwa & Mas has put me in-charge of it.

OH-MAI-GOAT!!

zz. Now with the cheerleading, and then CHN tomorrow, then the aerobics. just so awesome la.

:( oh well. Life's busy busy but.. although I'm complaining, I'm whining, I'm manja-ing -

I'm loving every moment of it ♥

oh n mako-chan is so sweet to offer me de-stressing loves. :)

xx

byk keje..

woi ppl!! follow la. :P

anyways, OMG so much blardy stuff to do!!

english assignment, ethics assignment, CHN exam, cheerleading next week, open day hv to volunteer n perform. sigh. byk keje aq.

pening pening!!

:( somemore I dropped my Nokia C3 into the toilet last night. Lol. that one mmg +1 la, like what botak would say.

k la. bye.

xx

FGM & EachACup!!

Class from 8.39 - 1pm. Ethics. So we're gonna hv "FGM - Female Genital Mutilation" as our topic this sem. Hm. Interesting topic, this came from the African culture, to "circumcise" females from the age of 7. They cut off the external genitalia & clitoris, then sews it back.

They hv to sometimes cut it open for intercourse, child delivery, & then sewed back together.

Females who have been "cut" are usually infected with urinary tract infection & all those kinda stuff. They hv joined campaigns to stop FGM going on. :) Because women who gets "cut" basically, suffers for the rest of their lives so that - what? Increase sexual pleasure for their husbands?

They also do this "ceremony" to prevent the girl from being too sexually active. Their belief la - that if the girl doesn;t get "cut", they do prostitution. And they wont remain faithful when they're husbands are away from home. Zz.

What crap.

Anyways, Boyf came over today n we went to Tesco. Had dinner. We shared Grilled Lamb Chop & Buttermilk Fish Rice. then we had Each A Cup & he finally bought me that snow-cap like cap that I've always wanted.

Tres cute~ tho I look korean.

Anyway, thats all for now I guess. :)

Wish me luck for tomorrow. Gotta start the discussion thingy for Ethics, cheerleading, & studying for CHN.

Hm. :(

xx

i need de-stressing!!

class was from 8.30 to 1pm today. the bitches buat bodoh n left me alone.

Uvi's alasan was, "It was already late and today's Madam Mary's class"

As in - Ethics & Professional Development. And everyone insisted me being the leader - again. zz.

OMG speaking of that, I totally have not even finished my RD lol. I'm such a pig lately. I'm so lazy.

Havent even started for CHN. I guess I'm just tired with all the stress for these past few weeks.

Oh and now I found out that I have to choreo another cheerleading thing for the open day n competition + my own dancing.

Thank goodness boyf lets me clubbing now. I can de-stress when I need, AND i NEED!!

*sob*

Sigh.. So much work, so little time.

xx

Dinner with Shmucks

Currently blogging from inside of his car. :P.

Just had dinner with Ash & Emi at this MD Restaurant opposite Taylor's Subang. Great place.

We ordered Grilled Lamb Chop & Calamari. When ordering, we asked what was the size of the lamb. the waiter said as huge as this plate [pointing] I was like, "... We'll see."

It was literally the size of the plate. LOL. Delicious.

His driving sucks to the max today. Jerking me the whole way. zz.

Anyway, we were planning a getaway for both couples. Just a random trip to Genting but x jd cause Ash's parents wont let. So instead we planned for this camping thing in 2 weeks. Hopefully it works out. :) Missed camping & jungle trekking so much.

Otw back to Nilai now. Missing the asses from the gathering so much :(

xx

Gathering :)

Hm.. after my SUPERLY dramatic previous post.. I guess.. we made up.

He came to college n waited at PPE area, got both Uvi & Tia to help him set me up by bringing me to go to Ibu to buy food when they clearly know, I dont wanna eat. Then he was there.

Being so freaking dramatic under the fucking hot sun. zz. Tears, then I accepted him back. He gave me his cybershot phone to listen to a song that apparently "shows how much his love is for me" tho sorry to say, I prefer Tercipta Untukkmu & Terlanjur Cinta.

So then after the exam, which went quite well, I went out and saw a red angry bird at my bag with a note saying to look for the yellow one behind the cafe. so Uvi & Tia "brought" me there n found it, with another note, this time to look for a black bird near the bushes near the guard house. And they "brought" me there. :P

We argued until Giant - still arguing - and finally after some screaming, hitting n slapping, we were back to normal.

Guild gathering was awesome. I was extremely late since I had class till 3, did assignment, handed it up, got home, packed my stuff, waited for adikme, waited for KTM [1.5hrs blardy mofo], tukar train @Kl Central then finally.. Reached Sentul in freezing mode. Cause the ktm from Kl Central to Sentul is freezing. And moves extremely slow. -.-

Cloud picked me up and all la. Went to tapau [he promised to belanja so i finally ate my 1st meal for the day. Gastric pulak too :P]

Lepak, game, joked around, we went to The Sanctuary @The Curve. Had some drinks, dance. The guys SERIOUSLY needed to loosen up. ><

Anyway, had a great time overall. Stopped by the CC @Sri Petaling for the Triple Threat event.

All Lv.180 players zz I feel like an ant. thats all I guess.\

Well Mat sent me back, along with Dewa. :)

Back home and attending to my boyf who's lovesick ><

I wish he'll stop being so dramatic. I'm supposed to be the dramaqueen.

Toodles~

xx

FUCKED UP 3

well, looks like i have nothing to worry about anymore. we're so over. life is so fucked up. oh why?

so out of the blue, this girl posted on his wall, "Who ashley yong?"

So i called n asked him what was her deal and he said this girl liked him altho she has a bf she's still trying for him. I was like wokay.. then, I decided to log into his fb profile cause I was bored, at 2 something. just great.

a whole bunch of messages, saying hey to this girl, how are u? bla bla. chatting you know dei! chatting. Not like i care about the chatting, but then, asking for girl's no.. when the girl doesnt wanna give, he gives his no.

"Text me la."

"Boleh I call you?"

"So can i txt u in the afternoon?"

Bla bla it goes on.. 3 girls somemore. All in the month of april. and when i confronted him you know what he said?

"No b it was for my friend. I give the no to him already."

What bullshyt la.

"Ok. I tunggu la sampai si jelita tu msg."

"Si jelita? gf u ek? eh u seriously dh married ke?"

"tk la.. u la. mne ade?"

Does that part prove anything he said?

Or..

"see u esok on9?"

"hmm. not sure. huhu. bye2."

"hmm. text me la.. ok.. take care."

Or..

Him: "Bored?"

Her: "Kinda."

Him: "Dont worry.. I'll try to accompany you."

Some minutes later.. (the girl trains her juniors to play volleyball)

Him: sure u good right?

Her: hahaha nah.. ok la. not to say very good.

Him: At least better than me.

Her: Hahaha u dont play any sports?

Him: Used to. Not nowadays la.

Her: y not.. hahaha.

Him: No one to play with unless if u want to..

Her: haha u play volley? wish to c that.

Him: No la. but u can teach me if u want.

Her: hahaha teach u? hmm. not really a good teacher. hahaha.

Him: come on la. sure u can.

Her: i can. but u must hv patience with me. hahaha.

Him: y?

Her: i'm a very slow teacher.

Him: no prob la.

Her: =0

Him: Gimme a call la..

Her: hahaha suree..

Him: u hv my no.?

Her: nope.

Him: i'll give it to you.

Her: hahaha okay i dont mind.

Him: here's my no. 012-2465020

Her: okay..

Him: urs.

Her: i told u i dont give my num easily. =0

Him: ok. anyway.. just give me a call.

Her: sure will. =0 dont worry.

Him: Thanks.

Her: No worries.

So bla bla.. and apparently her birthday was on 12th april. this was on 11th april.

Him: Happy Birthday!

Her: hahaha still early. thankx anyway.

Him: Before i forget i wish first.

Her: hahaha thx

Him: Call me on ur birthday..

Her: we'll c. hahaha.

Or is it..

Him: Okay sorry about how i'm acting. Anyway, can I have your contact no.?

Her: It's alright.

Him: Why not? I've lost yours....

She didnt reply. Only God knows what he did la. that was on 28th march.

And then he went "Hey raisa" on 10th April. she didnt reply.

So to anyone who thinks that i should give him a chance or forgive him, think again.

I can find another guy in a minute. What? you think i'm settled for you?

FUCK u if u think i'll stop eating pork for u. or wear a tudung.

Thanks for everything u've done all these while anyway. i'll return ur things when I see you.

Your fucking rexona, ur beloved jabra, i'll pay u back for the fcking shoes.

You can keep the money u've saved for your fucking car or Lemonade Melon k? Or the volleyball girl. good for u.

hv a good life bye.

p.s. : I've been seriously stupid for sticking with you for 1 whole year. so many hot guys. why you. since i'm not hot enough for you.. you wanna go after 3 fugly girls. good for u la. I didnt know quantity was ur thing, not quality.

kthxbai.

Shopping!!

Nobody came to own up about the stealing. But I'm all calmed down & back to my normal state.

Since I've been practicing my routine till 6.30am, I went to catch some sleep at 6.50am, woke at 8am. Lol. Arms aching, butt aching. But no, I'm not complaining. It means my dancing was effective. Heh. :D

Anyways, didnt managed to buy food in the morning. Wasnt even hungry at all the whole day, but I wanted to eat something to prevent myself from fainting while shopping so I got myself keropok lekor n some sausages from the stall beside the KTM Nilai station.

Fell asleep on Amal's shoulder all the way till MidV.

We had Beef Lasagna & Creamy Seafood Oglio

I've got new shoes~ I've got new shoes~

SUCK IT BYOTCH WHO STOLE MY STUFF!! CURSE EUUU!!

:P

oh well, I guess that's for now. Having CVS Summative tomorrow. God knows how I'll do. *shrugs*

*praying hard for my exam & the choreo pls pls pls let me get it right by tonight*

xx

fucked up 2

today was probably my most fucked up day at KPJIC ever.

posting - Perdana Specalist Hospital (Kelantan)

stuff got stolen (heels, laptop charger, mouse, pair of clothes, Boyf's fedora)

well it was all okay because in the end I switched with Kak Ira to go to Puteri Specialist at JB instead.

but then, at the end of the day, we found out that someone took our stuff. I mean, we were in Classroom 3 for CHN n we were all really busy walking around and all but, no one would take anyone's stuff la. I mean, seriously.

Najwa's Ipod just left on the table. Phones on the table. Laptops unattended.

Why today? Why my purple shopping bag with my things? Why Why Why?

2 hypothesis: either someone wants to sabotage our performance on Sat or someone is jealous of me.

Boyf said he'll bring me go get new shoes. Hopefully it works well.

Sigh.

Fucked up.

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fucked up

omaigoat!! I'm feeling so exhausted. it's like, i'm practicing my dance for this Sat's audition, helping Uvi with hers, and then.. keep getting my choreo wrong. :(

and then, Nisa pulled out pulak. >< not much competition not fun. but i still dont wanna make a fool of myself in front of everyone. ppl would be watching. ;)

so then, 100 plus is whats keeping me awake now.

the boyf didnt call me till 11pm so i decided to call him.

Me: B!! What're you doing?

Him: Oh I'm at the workshop helping out my friend open his workshop.

Me: Oh. Why didn't you tell me?

Him: Oh sorry B.. I had no credit.

Me: But I thought you bought last night?

Him: Yea! Tak jadi semalam.

Me: But.. You called me this morning.

Him: Oh yea! It was Maxis that had no credit. I forgot to tell you. Forgive me B.

like fuck only. whatever la. fuck it. my life is fucked up with him in it.

kthxbai.

Nursing Intervention : Sleep Needed

I'm gonna get old really fast. seriously. :P due to the insufficient sleep i've been getting constantly.

on sunday we did manage to get our asses to klcc for the ongoing PC Fair & some shopping done.

:) got meself high-waisted shorts & a cute leopard printed top to wear for the weekend at the gathering. i'm so excited! ♥

and then, been practicing for the audition this Sat. So nervous. and helping out Uvi with her singing performance too. :)

Since I sleep at 2+ to 3+ every night, and class has been full day, and what with the practicing, I do need sleep during the weekend.

Breakouts. :(

My life has been going super awesome tho. I'm loving every minute of it.

Cheerios Smokidooos.

xx

Catch some sleep baby :(

A little update on whats been happening lately.

So Summative for Pharmacology was on Friday. Killed all of us I guess. At least most of us.

Whatever crap we've studied, didnt come out. at all. it was so fcked up.

Yea we were awake the whole night studying for the exam, all the bloody medications and stuff, and none came out! The only thing that came out was Digoxin. Luckily I read about that. Cardiotonic. i called it tonic for the heart. meaning it makes the heart stronger. Thats how i remembered. But Uvi & Tia didnt remember about Digoxin. :(

Sigh. Oh well. just praying for the best! =x

Then I got home. Boyf picked me up from kl central. Was so exhausted since both of em managed to slip in 2 hrs of sleep n me, 1 hr b4 exam. :D

Boyf stayed over last night. And spent 1 whole day with me today. Went for dinner with my relatives at Cheras and had steamboat.

Now, 5.07am - I have been complaining about my hunger to everyone I'm communicating with [game, skype] since 1.57am. I remember. :P

I'm gonna go catch some sleep b4 I hv to wake at 8 something to get ready for my grandparents' prayers. :)

xx

Hm

Camwhored a little while getting ready for class. :D

Since this post is late, i kinda forgot what i wanted to post. so lets just let this be.

We went to Mydin after class to withdraw n makan. and lied at our usual spot.

beautiful huh?

xx

the weekend Speedzone pt

Last Sat we had our 1st English class. Miss Nas was really nice. and FUN! so she made us write an essay n 15 words about 1 person in our class. i wrote about uvi n she wrote about me. we also received our 1st MUET assignment. awesome~ :D i'm so excited. So Uvi & I will be writing about "Does your right or left hand effect your Intelligent Quartrain?"

So she let us off early around 11 something and we've gotten extra time to study about some shyt. I was so sleepy i took a nap at the IT lab wit Tia.

We saw this little newborn under the stairs :)

After class we got home and some troubles arise but we settled everything. got ready & Yugen & Suren picked us up. :) OMG i was missing B the whole time because their stereo system sucks to the max. :P

Overall it was super awesome la. the whole thing. we were so exhausted.

Today's CVS class was of course, still super boring. I kept drawing stuff, falling asleep, & cracking a joke everytime i could. :P

Thats all for now. Cheerios~

xx

near death experience - again! :D

so so so so so 2 days ago, we were running late for the bus because i [IT girl] had to settle stuff for mdm geetha so what i did was, we were waiting at the side of the road across the college for the bus. just playing around, we were standing around, waving, laughing n all, waiting for the bus to U-turn, and then i ran to the middle of the road n lied down. XD because there was no cars around!!

Anyway, back to the story, I ran la, of course, when a car was coming. so when the bus got here, we went across the road n stopped. but then another bus came n parked in front of the 1st bus, n the 1st bus didnt open the door for us as we waited, we went to the 2nd bus. so we were like, running to the 2nd bus [literally as in running TO the bus], it reversed!! And I was 2 feet away from the bus! Lol. near death accident. cool huh? :P

THATS something to put on your blog, BITCH! Miahahahhahaahah.

so, here's the story. for the past 2 days, i've just been bringing my laptop EVERYDAY because Mdm Geetha is boring EVERYDAY. :) Cheerios~

And Tia just told me to blog about this so I will.

Uvi's socks stinks. :P She takes off her shoes n woo! Tia dies. Better than bazooking her. :D

Today hopefully wont be that boring cause Pn. Rosnita is teaching Angina Pectoris n some examiners are coming or something. [I seriously wonder how Mdm Geetha passed her teaching examination. I mean, seriously. She drones on and on and on ..... [And it goes on n on n on!! - Dynamite by Taio Cruz]

And ----- Tomorrow's the exam for respiratory system.

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ZOMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! All these while, all the studying I've been doing? Well... [*whispers* I'm not sure 60% of it goes to my brain.. so. hopefully something comes out when its time. *prays*]

Thats all for now~

Luvya peepos.

xx

another boring CVS day

CVS class today - boring!! :P the first 2 hours was already killing us. Thank God i had my laptop. haha! i was on facebook, editing my blog [hope u like the renovations :P], n other stuff le.

we were so bored we ended up drawing on each others hands. uvi drew on kat's & i drew on tia's

Hello~ XD

drew out of randomness

So because I needed to withdraw money, Uvi & I both went to Mydin and bought some stuff. I bought toothpaste, bread, 2 pieces of chicken & shaver.

Uvi bought a bra :P toothpaste & false eyelashes.. again. zz.

the Colgate toothpaste we both bought!! :D omg bubble fruit flavor!!

thats all for now darls. gonna go game - study - sleep. so when i sleep it'll be in the mrng. :P

xx

Hee~ happy times :D

So CVS class just began today. OMG so damn effing boring!! She was just KILLING us with her drone.

So last Friday we got our results, finally. Teehee~ Finally a 3pointer!! So happy~

now to aim for a higher 3 pointer :( sigh. Sem 2's gonna be hard. My crazy schedule got me sick for 2 days - fever + flu. hm. Better now tho.

oh here's some totally slutty pics i snapped :P

lol check out the pail XD

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Pissed with the bitch

So, we just came back from a "Roll-Call" by our dearest warden, Mdm I-dont-give-a-fuck-what-her-name-is.

oh my gawd!! its like she doesnt have ANYTHING better to do in her life.

"Pakai seluar pendek keluar! Awak x malu ke? Huh? Pak guard, abang yg jual makanan, semua nampak?"

"Saya hormat awak, awak kena hormat saya la."

"Berdua-duaan dalam kereta. Awak semua x malu ke budak budak sekolah nampak?"

Like, PLS. Shut the fuck Up! Geez.

1, suka hati I la nak pakai ape asalkn i x telanjang kn?

2, i'm fucking chinese i can wear shorts whenever i want to. its none of ur fcking business.

3, stop saying the whole thing over and over again about us respecting you. You dont ask for respect, you EARN it.

4, at least we're in the car, in the dark. PLS la. budak budak sekolah. budak budak MENENGAH more like. they're old enough, they're not young kids, and its not like they're innocent anyway. its better in the car than outside the car right? its not hostel area, so why should we care? even tho that "berdua-duaan" wasnt me, its still wtf la. seriously.

blardy mofo.

"Jumaat, Sabtu, Ahad, saya kena keje tau? jaga awak semua."

It's not our fucking problem you hv to - err - earn money.

pls. if we wanna wear shorts then we'll wear. its not against my fucking religion to wear shorts, so just deal with it sucker.

i'm just so fucking pissed with her bullshyt. she hasnt got anything better to do?

Go get a life, bitch.

my blog is so DEAD

oh well. here i am. posting again - yet another completely pointless brain-washing blog. :P

Into the 2nd semester of my nursing course. learning about injections, meds & stuff~ quite awesome tho. :) feels like a real nurse now. hee.

this post really isnt about anything. its just for me to tell you what i want in life - as of now.

I'm craving for new things & new beginnings, and things I like as of now.

Better results. Ipod Nano. D3100 Nikon DSLR.

Blogging. Lomography. Photography.

Pretty things. High-waisted shorts. Belts.

Hair bands. Bracelets. Bangles. Hair ties.

Fishtail braids. Long hair. Down 3Kgs.

xx

New shoes & Faster

it was Atia's bday last night. B's niece. so went to her mcD celebration thing at Centrepoint. The mcD crew had on these really cute bunny headbands. I stole one. hehe :P then was supposed to go with him to this drag race thing going on near I-City & UiTM but genius didnt wanna ask around. So ended up on the way back home, he played around with this modified Wira who messed with him. lol.

today was great. had lunch at Arena food court at 1U, then went shoe shopping. bought 2 pairs of shoes. a pair looks sailor-ish with the logo and the blue n white stripes but effing cute. bought it at Summit for RM20. Sale ma. then the other pair bought for RM49.99 from Bata. Kinda like a sports shoe, black on the outside, light blue in the inside. super light, super comfy. awesome ♥ then watched Faster @TGV with our style of Jusco foods. nyum2.

So I have to replace 14 hours of work before I fly to Dubai. Hm. :( Gambatte to moi?

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15th jan of doing nothing - again

well what happened today was that i slept till noon. then i woke up when mum came back. i ate the dim sum that mum tapau-ed for me last night. washed the diamond filter while watching How I Met Your Mother. :)

then, showered, and he finally came. OH!! Last night, he came at 10 something and I made him stand outside for sometime. Geez. He loves his car so much right? So I let him la. Anyways, he said he was gonna come at 11. I was like, "pfft." He was like, "what?" I said "Your '11' is gonna be 2." then he denied it. and swears that it's gonna be 11!! He came at 2 something. hm.

then went around sunway to look for his car crowbar or something. zz. then went to get his woofer box, fixed it. then had pizza hut for dinner at 1U. Was supposed to have movie too but I merajuk and he didnt bothered to pujuk me so ended up going back home, and cuddled around till 12 something and he left.

Here I am, sitting here, blogging, looking like a ghost since this past 3 nights I have been so semangat to wash my face properly and apply bedak sejuk hoping my complexion will get better, same goes to my hair! *crosses fingers*

OH!! AND i was getting hungry, so I mixed 3 scoops of Vanilla Frozen Yogurt 97% fat free + 3 teaspoons of Wild Blueberry Reserves. Healthy yet delicious. ♥♥

thats all for now.

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14th January of nothing to do

oh hey hey i'm back :D

what happened today was, well, sent uvi to kl central with my mum. got pissed and argued with him and till now, still not talking to him. and he gave up trying to call me anyway. cause i didnt bother to pick up. i honestly don't know whats got into him. he claims it's stress, but hello. I'm stressed too. gee. he doesnt bother pujuk-ing me when i merajuk, he doesnt bother to call back when i hang up. so.. why waste my time? i'm the only one getting hurt. sigh. oh well. my life is bigger than him.

went to the salon and had hair treatment since i'm almost bald at the back of my head due to bad hairfall. zz. the problem with me is, hairfall PLUS slow hair regrowth. its blardy annoying. hm. -.-

and i'm so excited that i could finally fit into this pair of leather pants i got from my godma. i mean, a month ago, i couldnt. haha!! so happy about it. though i am STILL 61kg and not going anywhere. its so frustrating. how come i'm going smaller & no sign of weight loss? zz.

exams are over so thank god!! its gonna be posting starting on monday and frankly to be honest i'm not very over-the-moon about it. maybe because i'm dreading the whole possibility of getting "explanation letters" again. i HAVE to do it well this time, because if only i had done in my practical as well as my exam results for Semester 1, i could have gotten credit. a 3pointer. oh well. working harder :S

thats all for my rambling i guess. tata~

xx

Psychology & Sociology slide & book presentation

Booyea!! Haha!! Blogging in class.

My presentation & book is done and i AM Kim Possible after-all.

Last minute editing, printing, and 20 minutes of editing the PowerPoint Slides.

Madam Mary said my Harvard referencing was almost 100% Harvard. Book clean. Easy to read. And she liked how I listed the signs & symptoms in categories, and I referenced it too.

Yay!! Hard work for this past 3 days did pay off though that I am quite disappointed about this bitch who just tumpang bus and is like, so super proud of herself about her not doing any work and get marks too.

Don't wanna be mean but honestly imho she's not gonna finish her 3 years of nursing with that attitude. *shrugs* whatever la.

And after this, it'll be Fluid & Electrolyte Summative exam. And it'll be back home, and lepak for 3 days before going back to Damansara. :)

Thats all for now.

Tata~ ♥

P.S.: Madam Anita says "No more JB branch." 8D

Dead blog needs an update

ZOMG~~!!!!

Hello Peeps!! It's been so long since I blogged. Okay.

So, I've decided to blog before my OSCE examination tomorrow. Big day.

Feeling quite stressed out due to assignment & my so-not-helping members, then exam on Sat. Sigh.

Oh well. Whattodo?

OH and.. 2nd sem.. apparently, according to Tia, they're gonna send my whole batch of Group 41 to Johor branch. Zz.. I mean, I was excited that we were gonna go to Johor for a sem, which we heard is during 3rd sem. But now, they're saying that Nilai dont have enough space for us because new intakes are coming, so.. :'(

I dont wanna go.. Cause Monkey might be going to UK after this year & there I'll be, in Johor, not spending time with him. Though I really hope he wouldnt leave me alone here, it's good that he gets a good degree too. Hm..

I love u Monkey ♥ Mishu mishu.

xx