Nothing much

Hey~ to whoever who bothers read my blog. XD

Here's a rough & blur pic of my new TV & console table :P

not too shabby huh? not at all. XD

and hmm..well, didnt do much except for going to Bangsar for grocery shopping, and then lunch at Marmalade, quick shopping, then went back home, b4 going out to Bangsar again to buy popiah from the night market for my parents.

My poor baby isnt feeling well today. O.O sore throat. wish i could be there with him though. not that I can make him feel any better but at least I'm there. oh well~

sigh. godma decided to follow me to gym starting next week. how can i skip gym to meet him then? =(

Him. So darn cute I cant stop staring at him. XD

I love u hun. ^^

xx

Missing you so much but u dont act like it

Well, 1 tiring day. I was up and about almost the whole day due to the uh.."Renovation" no other words for it.

Some dudes came to set up some new cabinets & of course the new awesome Sharp LCD Flatscreen 32" tv.

And, the whole day, I've been thinking of no one else but him.

While tidying up my wardrobe, while moping the floor, while vacuuming, while wiping the furniture, while washing the vacuum cleaner - You get my point.

The thing is, sudahlah he cant message me so much while he's home in case his mum & aunt gets suspicious, then, when he can reply me, he takes his own sweet time. Then finally, when I asked him why is he replying so slow,

"Err... online O_o and the laptop's in an area with less coverage"

Busy online so replying me late, when he actually has a chance of replying me.

I already tahaned 2 days. 1st day because he would be back home so he wont be able to reply me much and when he went for that Ampang lookout point with his friends, he abandoned me. Completely. And then "sorry hun I'll make up for this mistake."

Well nevermind that, at least he had his fun. I wanted him to be happy too. But no...

Today, 2nd day I knew he was busy with his police reporting for his stolen IC, or him getting his license and maybe he would be busy practicing with his mum, and then when its time for dinner, and when he was washing the car, or when he took a bloody nap, and I thought what happened to him!! Geez.

Well if you really DO miss me, act like u mean it instead of keep cutting me off..

I don't mean to be a dramaqueen but I was missing you so much last night all I can do was look at your FB pics and cry because it feels like a heartache.

I love you and I can put up with you but I need you too you know..

I'm just going to merajuk for all I want until I've decided that you've suffered enough from my silent treatment.

*pouts*

xx

Britney Spears - Out From Under

Out From Under lyrics

Breathe you out
Breathe you in
You keep coming back to tell me
you’re the one who could have been
and my eyes see it all so clear
It was long ago and far away but it never disappears
I try to put it in the past
Hold on to myself and don’t look back

[Chorus:]
I don’t wanna dream about
All the things that never were
Maybe I can live without
When I’m out from under
I don’t wanna feel the pain
What good would it do me now
I’ll get it all figured out
When I’m out from under

So let me go
Just let me fly away
Let me feel the space between us growing deeper
And much darker every day
Watch me now and I’ll be someone new
My heart will be unbroken
It will open up for everyone but you
Even when I cross the line
It's like a lie I’ve told a thousand times

[Chorus]

And part of me still believes
When you say you’re gonna stick around
And part of me still believes
We can find a way to work it out
But I know that we tried everything we could try
So let's just say goodbye
Forever

[Chorus] 2x

When I'm out from under

Rihanna - Cry

"Cry"

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

[Chorus:]
My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should've never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart

[Chorus]

How did I get here with you, I'll never know?
I never meant to let it get so, personal
And after all I tried to do, to stay away from loving you
I'm broken heart and I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

[x2]
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life...

Yay i got accepted!! XD

Well, nothing can possibly get any better. XD

I took half day off and went for the nursing scholarship interview at Ampang Putri SpecialistHospital by the KPJ corporate company, and then, then interview began.

Interviewer 1: So, introduce yourself.

Moi: I’m Ashley Yong Jia Shin, 19 this year, currently helping with my family business right after Spm until now.

1st question, what a lie already. :P

Well overall, it went okay.Although I had gotten a 7D for all my physics & chem;

Interviewer 1: Okay we will send u the letter of offer by post

Interviewer 3: Congratulations! You have been accepted.

Moi: *huge smile* Thank you SO much!

End of story. XD

So, here I am, hoping my future will begin the way I hope it’ll be.

Although my future is quite set for now, of course, I’ll miss my Mako-chan..

But, I’ll most probably be in Seremban branch, and we can meet up, right?

Missing you. I ♥ you D. Always has.

xx

Mine =x

Well here's a random one. I heart my Bun Bun. ^^

I love you, for being so considerate about me, understanding me, trying ur best not to hurt me the same way he did.

I love you, for looking at me the way you do. For actually evaluating our relationship.

And the most important of all, I love you, for not pushing me away after all I've been through, accepting me for who I am, and loving me the way I am.

There's just not enough words to describe how we are, but you mean the world to me.

I Love You, D.

xx

P.S.: Don't try to curi anything. o.O be ori. :P

HP Touchsmart TM2

AHH!! So, here is my new dream laptop~~

The All new, MobileTechReview.com, Editor's Pick 2010,

the HP Touchsmart TM2 - compared to my old dream HP TXseries & HP Envy series.

click here for the review OR here for the laptop brochure~~

Enjoy~~XD

xx