Update @ clinical posting

It's been quite some time since I've blogged.

2nd week into my clinical posting at Damansara Specialist Hospital.

So far, things I've learnt & experienced.

- AEEBA [Acute Exile Execerbate Bronchile Asthma] is basically asthma

- URTI [Upper Respiratory Tract Infection] is basically a sore throat. something like that.

- how to change diapers for some above the age of 60.

- perineal care

- how annoying some ppl think they're like so rich, when they're not.

- kids here are spoilt rotten. i mean come on. a 9 year old does not need a Super Single Deluxe room. which was basically the VIP room. zz.

-Human life is definitely something to be appreciated. Things ppl do to stay alive and well. :( it's a sad thing to watch.

-Sister at the Surgical ward scolded me for walking around with gloves -.-

- eating at Riah's cost as much as going to Al-Salam. and not even the same quality. although they do make excellent fruit juices.

That's all for now. oh and, mum got me a Wiggy. It's a P1 Wimax broadband ♥

Hilal called me to his Raya open house last minute while I was on my way to Damansara Specialist Hospital to give the envelopes and collect hostel keys. Hostel was alright. Bungalow. 15 ppl sharing 2 rooms. haha. From my experience, 1 room in a bungalow should be huge enough for 7 ppl. Hopefully it stays that way. :S

Really excited about starting on Monday. Met Syazwany at the hospital. 2nd year senior, suddenly waving and saying Hi to me, I went like, "Omg she looks familiar but whozzat?" Lol. Turns out, from BJ school too. And she recognized me. :P

Took lots of pictures with Hilal's 1000D Canon Dslr. Random ones. For 3 hours. His mum made awesome awesome Mutton Stew. Nyum Nyum. ♥

Missing my smelly monkey. Hope I can see him tomorrow. *sniffs tshirt* mhmm ;)

xx

Job done. finally. nothing to worry about anymore. Currently missing Smiggins. ♥♥

Posting @ Damansara Specialist Hospital in 3 days. Yay!! Lots of fun coming up, I hope.

Apparently thats the strictest hospital of the branches.

Hmm. what elose? ok la. i'll go for now.

P.S. currently super Avatar the Last Airbender freak. Woosh!! Airbending ♥

Nauseous, dizzy, experiencing the start of fatigue. There I was at the Ktm, and he's late - again. As usual.

I know my condition now is like, super major PMS crazy mood swing week but still. I think I have the rights to scream, yell, rant, hit, bite, kick and even kill you, for how I've been feeling for this past week.

OMG!! I can't even begin to explain. Sigh. I'm sorry. Just a short post. I am so so so really not in the mood right now. All I wanna do is have a hot shower, sleep, and hope that everything will turn out better.

;(

I honestly don't think it's my fault to be born so optimistic and happy-go-lucky.

I honestly don't think that it's wrong for me to act the age I am - 18.

I honestly don't think it's wrong to be manja.

I honestly don't think it's wrong to hug or kiss on the cheek.

I honestly think asian parents are too much sometimes.

But then, I know some parts are my fault.

But still.. No need to say that it's disgusting for me to act that way.

It's not like you've never done anything like that in your life.

It's not like you were an angel, and you've never slept with more than 5 men in your life.

It's not like I had offended you in ANY way, for you to have ANY right, to say mean stuff about me behind my back, and hurt those I love with harsh words.

HM. Whatever. I'm doing fine now. I'll never come down again. So why should I care about your opinion? You don't matter to me.

All of you who are JUST waiting for me to make a wrong move. You people should watch your own steps. Stop minding mine.

Back to ♥

I love the way your hand feels so right in mine

The way I could lay my head on your chest while I sleep

And fall asleep to the steady beat of your heart.

I want to hold you close every night when I sleep

When I wake and your arms would be around me

When I open my eyes and you’ll be there.

When you kiss me, the world feels so right

With every kiss, I still feel that tinkle in my stomach

Like the world is so perfect,

As if there’s nothing wrong.

Even when I get mad at the littlest things

When I just hang up on you, silent my phone,

And wish you’ll just stop calling me

But when you stop

I’ll get upset and wonder why you are not calling me back.

You make me happy

Even if you were the one who made me upset in the first place

I know sooner or later you’ll come and ask me to come back to you

And to never leave you

You’ll hold me tight and make me listen to you

No matter how stupid your excuses and reasons are

And I get tired of it

But then, I still love you.

I hope you’ll never give up on me.

No matter how annoying I could be

How demanding

How spoilt

I don’t ever want you to give up on me.

­­ Because you make my world complete

♥♥

My tonsillectomy @ Gleneagles MC

Currently sitting on my bed, waiting for the time to past.

Gleneagles Medical Centre: Nurse uniform - Pink, beds - crappy, environment - acceptable, nurses - they're nice.

Hm.. Can't wait for monkey to come over. It's so sad that single rooms are unavailable, though they'll switch me as soon as they are. :D Hopefully they'll switch by tonight. Then monkey can stay through the night with me.

Thats all for now. :)

P.S. Dreading the hospital gown more than the operation itself.

xx