Hmph.

Went back to school during lunch time to collect my school leaving cert & prefect cert. They couldn't find my school leaving cert. Zz. Have to go back next time.

Karee & Dahlia spent half an hour staring at me, trying to remember all the times we've had. Lol.

Then, during the evening, kinda had a...argument with him.

Not exactly an argument really. Just another disagreement. Then emo. Well he wanted to emo, so I let him be la.

Sigh.

Well this is awkward. I'm the one asking for it not him.

=="

I feel like such a slut when I said I want it, and he said he doesn't.

His reason: to protect me. Then he just had to emo for 4 hours to prove it.

What - you think its so fun to go almost all the way then, oh, can't do it. Sorry.

I might be a girl, but I do have wants too, even if it's not as much.

Better yet, just abstain from anything.

If he doesn't want it, then fine.

Let's just pretend I never said anything.

No xx for today. I'm just not in the mood.

Payday~ XD

Today is awesome. You know why? Because it's the 26th.

Why 26th is an awesome day? Cause, it's Ricoh's Payday. XD

Lookee~~ my account~~


Can't wait for the next outing.

I

NEED

NEW

SHOES

:p

XX

Updates

Well, she did have a talk with me after she's settled down. It was alright. Hmm.. Things do escalate when people get mad.

Lol. Yes. Like my ranting. XD

So today parents brought me to prayers and all. To both sides grandparents. I drove.

My baby slept until 10am. Lol. Sleepyhead. Padahal I slept at 3am, woke at 7am, did my chores, drove to Semenyih & back, then to KL and back.

Nothing much happened. Although I went to Mid Valley MPH to get my books to start my studying. Bangsar Village's MPH is SO SUPERBLY depressing. No studying section. Zz.. Oh well.

So then, that was it. I bought 2 Nexus reference books, 3 practice books for Form 4, 3 pens, 1 note pad. And 1 sketch pad. XD

Hopefully tomorrow keluar gaji. I have RM7 left for the week. Lol.

Missing my hun. Wouldn't be seeing him for 2 weeks. Not sure if I can take that. =x

xx

Rant

Don't you ever have a day when you wish your parents will stop caring for once?

Stop caring whether you're late for work, stop caring whether you're late back home, stop caring who your bf is, stop caring whether you went shopping or not. Stop caring whether you BOUGHT something or not.

Caring is good. Yeah. But not ALL the time.

Well my parents aren't that particular really. As long as I do my part at home like throwing the garbage out in the morning when I leave the house, or washing my dishes, putting my clothes into the laundry basket. Quite simple, really.

But seriously, there are some parts too that gets really annoying.

Like for example:-

1, making me go out for an outing with them to some family dinner or a charity function you didnt even agree to go too but apparently, they already "bought the ticket" so HAVE to go.

2, whether your bathroom and toilet is clean or not

3, whether your car is washed or not.

4, whether you have a dirty cup left on your table

5, whether your bed is made

And the list goes on and on and on.

You get my point.

It's good that they care whether I'm safe, or am I being responsible, and all this stuff.

But seriously.

I didnt ask her to wash my bathroom

I didnt ask her to wash my cup.

I didnt ask her to do this and that for me.

Sorry for the long going on and on but uh.. I'm not done. :P

Today's topic: Late - Punctuality. Again.

Well, I went out with Mako-Chan right? So then, I left at 4.10pm. How am I supposed to know there's like, a few blardy jams on the way? I mean, I'm not a satelite. Geez.

So it wasn't exactly my fault is it? Got jam got jam la. Zz.

I didnt say I wanna go for that charity fashion show dinner thing. But then mum says bought ticket already have to. Not my fault.

So when I got home, Godma - 4 slaps, 20 mins lecture.

Godma: "I finished talking already. Now you can go and do whatever you want. Hide in your room, show your kesian face to your mother, I dont want to care."

Mum: "No going out for this month, for gym - alternate days. Monday, Wednesday, Friday only."

Me : "Monday, Thursday & Friday. Good classes."

Mum: *Nodded*

Me : *Quickly shuffles into room*

Well, that was all.. Sigh.. Dreading the wrath tomorrow.

xx

Outing with Him at KLCC

I had an awesome time with my Hunny Bun. Really great time.

Though the 1st hour was quite..awkward..since we had some disagreements.

But then we got over it, and had a good time.

Subway for lunch [my breakfast], Foot-long Meatball Marinara. His pick. ♥

We shared it. Really cheesy though, cause he was feeding me. :P

It was like,

Mako-chan: Take a BIG bite!! The meatball. The meatball.

Me: *attempts a huge bite, tilts head back to try and swallow everything*

Mako-chan: *licks the sauce and melted cheese off his finger*

Hmm.. then we walked around Kinokuniya, and the park, took some pics here and there.

Scene at Kinokuniya [near the fantasy books area]

Mako-chan: *reaches for warcraft books*

Me: *pulls him away*

Mako-chan: What?

Me: No warcraft.

Mako-chan: No la. I dont play World of Warcraft. I only play Dota.

Me: It's the same thing.

*shakes head* Guys and their.."Dunia orang takde awek" :P

Simple, really, just an outing, cause I wanted to spend some time with him.

Here are uh.. 3 pics. Cause..others..with him. Didn't like em very much.

1 was like a graduation pic & another, emphasizing on my Oh-ma-gawd eye bags..

And another... superhero pose. Zz. He secretly took a shot while I was looking at him.

What are you looking at me for? Look away~ :P

♥ the pose. Heh.

Having Ice Cream from Burger King. ^^ I know!! We're adorable. :P

Overall, I had a great time. Although it was hot, tiring, and, had small disagreements, but

I did.

I ♥ you.

xx

Hmm..

Well, wifi is being an ass. Oh well.

Went to Mid Valley & The Gardens.

Miss him already.

Can't wait for tomorrow ^^

Look at us. So adorable huh? :P

Honestly, I was trying to get him to pose. XD

Well, that's all for now. Till next time. Tomorrow. ;)

Random

Oh and, btw, do you know whats the most depressing looking thing in the world?

This.

Sob..

Oh well..

xx

^^

I'm not sure if you're nice or not, but the moment I saw you;

Too bad. You're stuck in my head.

So I bought you.

I hope he likes it. ;)

xx

Hmm..

Last night was bad. Apart from him calling me "clingy" & my headache, and after I cried and cried until I got a nosebleed, I was staring at my hand with the blood and i was like, "Oh crap." '

And then, when I got home, one look at me and my parents started asking what was wrong. Followed by 1 hour of lecture b4 i could go hide in my lair.

Then he was like saying that I should be myself. And he wants me to be clingy. He'll rather have me happy.

Well, I have doubts about that. I dont wanna be considered the annoying girlfriend. Or to be labelled "clingy"

He said he needs about 10% of space, and I was like, "Don't you already have 90% space?"

==" Sigh.

He said he wants the relationship to work, and he's willing to do his part. What about me.

All I can say is,

What else can I do, other than throwing tantrums, stomping my feet on the ground?

Throwing stuff around my room, driving like a madwoman out of frustration.

Because I love him. I would suffer. I can't afford to lose him.

But,

Love does hurt.

It hurts when it seems like he doesnt love you as much as you love him.

It hurts when you're labelled as "clingy" when all you're ready for is to spend the rest of your life with him.

It hurts, when you're willing to waste petrol, money, & time, just to be with him for 2 hours.

It hurts, when all you want is to hear his voice, and he constantly pushes u away during phone calls. And I'm the one calling, not him.

It hurts, when although you're ready to blast the world apart because you're so pissed off at him, but yet, you still miss him.

It hurts, when you relate him to every love song you hear, miss him when you're apart, get pissed when you're arguing, or cry when you're upset.

It hurts most, when it was him who made you fall in love with him.

I didnt choose to fall in love with him.

But yet, I did. And I dont regret it.

^^

Things did turn out after last night.

We had a good sleep, and now that things are afresh,

I hope it stays that way.

I love you, Mako-Chan. I do. Even if I dont say it often.

xx

Sigh..

Hmm. Well, I was actually thinking of skipping gym & going to see him again today.

But then he said, what about living my life and all. It's not just about seeing him.

Which is true. This isn't me. I'm not the one head over heels in a relationship. Why am I doing it now.

Yea, I realized. I really need to get a grip. As much as I miss him, I need to go on with my life.

Its good that he's not being selfish and keeping me to himself and all, but -

It does suck that he's the one thinking that. Not me.

And it hurts that he doesn't want to see me as much as I want to see him.

I just.. I'm just afraid I'll throw him aside like all the other guys I've dated.

...

I dunno..

I just miss you. Is that so wrong?

Sigh.

Love does suck. Big time.

xx

I miss u. =x

"So, it's not gonna be easy. It's going to be really hard; we're gonna have to work for this everyday, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, everyday. You and me, everyday." ~ Noah, The Notebook.

Would u get bored if i keep saying I miss you?

Because I do. I really do.

Stalking ur blog & Facebook, watching my phone,

Listening to love songs that reminds me of you.

Again, I'll say it.

I miss you.

xx

Quick updates

Sigh. I guess I'm going to see him later.

I asked him to go to Bangsar then he can drive us back to KTAR but then he said dont want. Not enough cash. Next time ba..

I guess I should understand him but, can't he do this for me?

I slept at 4am, woke at 7am to rush to work.

Headache since yesterday, not to mention body ache & giddyness.

I know I whine alot, but when I need you, I mean it.

Oh well.

='(

xx

a random post about moi XD

SO!! Hmm.. i know this is superbly random but, oh well. It's my blog. :P

I figured, I AM weird. Like, seriously. Why? This is why.

I used to be a cheerleader and yet I'm emo. I love the colors pink & black and I write emo poems.

I'm bitchy, but yet I'm really nice at the same time.

I dont like to study, but I love to read encyclopaedias & learn new facts about the world everyday.

I can be super girly for 1 second, drooling about Gerald Butler & hawt shoes, then the next, I'll be going all excited over L4D.

I'm all around, everything.

Identity Crisis much? :P

Living life by bits

Hmm..

Been a very naughty girl last night. Let's not elaborate.

Let's do it again some time. LOL!! right.. we'll see. Heh. XD

Currently in the office. Lunchtime.

Oh-ma-Gawd.

The new workload they gave me, ZZ.. dont even have mood to work anymore.

Complicating + blinding + confusing = boredom

Oh well. What to do? Need the moola.

Btw, have my eyes on Nokia E72 & BlackBerry Bold 9700. ;)

xx

Hmph.

Morning. Sigh.

Oh well, at least I had a good enough sleep.

But like, he always pushes me away during a phone call.

Geez, I'm the one wasting my bill. But u're the one who cares.

Don't know why I even bother.

Although we dont have much to talk about, but I thought silence speaks more than words?

Hmph..

All I wanna do is talk to you. Hear your voice. Cause I miss you.

And its way better than sms-ing.

...

Whatev la.

Maybe I shouldn't care so much.

I wouldn't call you again then, if that's the way you want it.

...

And the good things just keep coming don't they?

For half an hour at work, my laptop already hanged. Twice. And I restarted. Twice.

Zz..

It's going to be a black Tuesday for me I guess..

Sigh..

Police says, "Freeze!!"

LOL!! i had a recent encounter with the police today.

Not so much as frightening but, it was hilarious.

So, we were like, lepaking at the back and then, suddenly,

3 policeman came on motorbikes and started questioning us.

Asked for our IC, driving license,

Whether we ran away from home,

Where do we live,

and such.

Well, for me it was all round fine cause I always give the "innocently cute" chick who goes like,

"Sorry ya abang. This time only. *Smiles*"

And they'll usually let me go.

This time I went like, "Dude, we weren't doing anything. We're 18. We're legal." LOL.

Like they actually bought that but, its a conversation starter. Better than being all nervous. :P

For Him though, cari pasal with them only.

Talking to them super selamba, waving fingers, then tried to be protective but..

lol. They're polices. Of course they want to cari pasal with you. XD

Then he got scolded by the policeman.

"Are u a nerd?" *wears his glasses* then kena laughed at. XD

"Eh, boy, never talk to a policeman like that. Show some respect."

Then when we got away, he just HAD to say,

"I think they memorized our details la."

Zzz... Gosh. I feel so much better already just by hearing that.

I really hope nothing happens or .. gosh.. my freedom.. and.. Him.

=x

xx

Hmm... randomness. :P love u~

I lie awake

I close my eyes

My heart aches with the absence of you

Listening to love songs

Tear drops glistened

Silent surrounds me

Hurting me more

Wishing every moment captured

When the world stops

As I kiss your lips

As I linger in your arms

Counting the time till forever

That I'll stay right here where I belong

Promise me you'll never break my heart

Leave me alone stranded, filled with confusion

Hold me together so that I won't crumble

Kiss me with every breath you have

Love me with every second you live

You belong to me, and no one else

Even when eternal comes

We'll be together, you and me.

xx

Love..sigh..

So, when u love someone, what do u do?

Well, here's a list of stuff that u do NOT do when u're in a relationship:-

1) ignores ur girlfriend over a Pokemon DS game

2) complains and whines for sleep when ur girlfriend calls u at night

3) prefers to not talk over the phone & pushes her away because apparently, u have "nothing to talk about"

4) goes onto Facebook & gaming when ur girlfriend is busy sacrificing her only time to watch tv & enjoy freedom at night, or her precious sleep because she was helping u with her presentation. even though she offered to help, doesnt mean u can go do whatever u want while she was the one getting the headache with helping u.

5) complains because u only have 5 hours to spend with her instead of thinking of ways to make that 5 hours worth the time.

When u love someone, u find ways to prove it. Not..by doing the stuff that u do.

And, 1 more thing.

6) going emo for every little thing.

My life is tougher &, why am I the one always trying hard to smile & laugh it off when all I really want to do is break down and crumble to the floor? That is so much easier to do.

When u get upset, I get upset too. But when I'm upset, why're u not the one cheering me up?

Sigh.

Being all emo & upset, and saying "sorry" doesnt help much u know. It helps when u decide to change.

Nothing much else to say.

But, I still love u anyway.

Love sucks. It hurts.

xx

Let me be mushy, because I ♥ you.

Today wasn't exactly my day. Was sleepy right up until sometime after lunch. Wasn't concentrating much on my work, and spent most of the day fooling around with HJ. XD


Then, my Mako-chan came to meet me at Bangsar. After Party Jam, 1 awesome workout dance to Ke$ha's Blah Blah Blah, we went walking around the place, then bought some food and makan in my car. ^^


This is 1 weird picture cause of the darkness but, it'll do.

Kouki Makoto : I ♥ you.

Ai Shiori : You sure?

Kouki Makoto : Absolutely.

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I ♥ you too, Mako-Chan. With all my life. Aishiteru.

Just Because? This is only the 1st part. it's indescribable.

For ur question, no, it wasn't because it was cheesy. It was because I was shy.

Every time I see u, I wanna throw my arms around u, and let the world stop in its pace.

Every time I kiss u, I still feel the tingling on my lips, my chest struggling to let the air out, & my stomach twisting into knots.

Because you are the one I had my first time with.

Because you are the one I want to share all my laughter and tears, my ups and downs with.

Because you are the one I'm shy with, & yet at the same time, my true self, not even the slightest pretense.

Because you were the one who accepted my flaws, and love me more for it.

Because you are the only one I've ever wanted to share the rest of my life with.

xx

Hmm..

Hmm.. well, last night was.. let's just say its very SX18. :P

Nothing much to say, although I have got to rant about the work yesterday.

I had to look for the toner product code for each printer, yield, & price, but unrelated shyt like printer ribbon kept coming up on google, and then, the STUPID IBM X41 hanged and everything I was doing since morning - Gone.

Gah. Oh well~ that was yesterday. Today was alright though. For now.

Might go see Him later. ;)

xx

Tiring day

Couldn't drop by after all. Oh well~ didnt regret it though.

Although the fella went into a complete state of depression. :P

Heh. Awesome workout!! Body Combat then Luci's Mix. Wow. Luci's choreo was insane, as usual.

Which is so good. Let all the sweat out~~ XD

Hmm, what else? oh yea. I feel totally exhausted. Gah.

And I've been such a good girl, working all day. I didnt play around on facebook or anything.

*so proud of meself :P*

That's all I guess.

xx

Random post

Sigh. Just leaving a short post here..

Currently still in the office, doing some Excel work, trying hard to focus.

Losing blood & hard work dont go well. That's 1 thing I cant multitask. Zzz..

Wish I can go see my b later. Hopefully. I miss him terribly.

xx

Missing you ♥

Sigh...

I wish you have more time for me.

I need you.

I miss you.

xx

Nothing much

Hey~ to whoever who bothers read my blog. XD

Here's a rough & blur pic of my new TV & console table :P

not too shabby huh? not at all. XD

and hmm..well, didnt do much except for going to Bangsar for grocery shopping, and then lunch at Marmalade, quick shopping, then went back home, b4 going out to Bangsar again to buy popiah from the night market for my parents.

My poor baby isnt feeling well today. O.O sore throat. wish i could be there with him though. not that I can make him feel any better but at least I'm there. oh well~

sigh. godma decided to follow me to gym starting next week. how can i skip gym to meet him then? =(

Him. So darn cute I cant stop staring at him. XD

I love u hun. ^^

xx

Missing you so much but u dont act like it

Well, 1 tiring day. I was up and about almost the whole day due to the uh.."Renovation" no other words for it.

Some dudes came to set up some new cabinets & of course the new awesome Sharp LCD Flatscreen 32" tv.

And, the whole day, I've been thinking of no one else but him.

While tidying up my wardrobe, while moping the floor, while vacuuming, while wiping the furniture, while washing the vacuum cleaner - You get my point.

The thing is, sudahlah he cant message me so much while he's home in case his mum & aunt gets suspicious, then, when he can reply me, he takes his own sweet time. Then finally, when I asked him why is he replying so slow,

"Err... online O_o and the laptop's in an area with less coverage"

Busy online so replying me late, when he actually has a chance of replying me.

I already tahaned 2 days. 1st day because he would be back home so he wont be able to reply me much and when he went for that Ampang lookout point with his friends, he abandoned me. Completely. And then "sorry hun I'll make up for this mistake."

Well nevermind that, at least he had his fun. I wanted him to be happy too. But no...

Today, 2nd day I knew he was busy with his police reporting for his stolen IC, or him getting his license and maybe he would be busy practicing with his mum, and then when its time for dinner, and when he was washing the car, or when he took a bloody nap, and I thought what happened to him!! Geez.

Well if you really DO miss me, act like u mean it instead of keep cutting me off..

I don't mean to be a dramaqueen but I was missing you so much last night all I can do was look at your FB pics and cry because it feels like a heartache.

I love you and I can put up with you but I need you too you know..

I'm just going to merajuk for all I want until I've decided that you've suffered enough from my silent treatment.

*pouts*

xx

Britney Spears - Out From Under

Out From Under lyrics

Breathe you out
Breathe you in
You keep coming back to tell me
you’re the one who could have been
and my eyes see it all so clear
It was long ago and far away but it never disappears
I try to put it in the past
Hold on to myself and don’t look back

[Chorus:]
I don’t wanna dream about
All the things that never were
Maybe I can live without
When I’m out from under
I don’t wanna feel the pain
What good would it do me now
I’ll get it all figured out
When I’m out from under

So let me go
Just let me fly away
Let me feel the space between us growing deeper
And much darker every day
Watch me now and I’ll be someone new
My heart will be unbroken
It will open up for everyone but you
Even when I cross the line
It's like a lie I’ve told a thousand times

[Chorus]

And part of me still believes
When you say you’re gonna stick around
And part of me still believes
We can find a way to work it out
But I know that we tried everything we could try
So let's just say goodbye
Forever

[Chorus] 2x

When I'm out from under

Rihanna - Cry

"Cry"

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

[Chorus:]
My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should've never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart

[Chorus]

How did I get here with you, I'll never know?
I never meant to let it get so, personal
And after all I tried to do, to stay away from loving you
I'm broken heart and I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

[x2]
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life...

Yay i got accepted!! XD

Well, nothing can possibly get any better. XD

I took half day off and went for the nursing scholarship interview at Ampang Putri SpecialistHospital by the KPJ corporate company, and then, then interview began.

Interviewer 1: So, introduce yourself.

Moi: I’m Ashley Yong Jia Shin, 19 this year, currently helping with my family business right after Spm until now.

1st question, what a lie already. :P

Well overall, it went okay.Although I had gotten a 7D for all my physics & chem;

Interviewer 1: Okay we will send u the letter of offer by post

Interviewer 3: Congratulations! You have been accepted.

Moi: *huge smile* Thank you SO much!

End of story. XD

So, here I am, hoping my future will begin the way I hope it’ll be.

Although my future is quite set for now, of course, I’ll miss my Mako-chan..

But, I’ll most probably be in Seremban branch, and we can meet up, right?

Missing you. I ♥ you D. Always has.

xx

Mine =x

Well here's a random one. I heart my Bun Bun. ^^

I love you, for being so considerate about me, understanding me, trying ur best not to hurt me the same way he did.

I love you, for looking at me the way you do. For actually evaluating our relationship.

And the most important of all, I love you, for not pushing me away after all I've been through, accepting me for who I am, and loving me the way I am.

There's just not enough words to describe how we are, but you mean the world to me.

I Love You, D.

xx

P.S.: Don't try to curi anything. o.O be ori. :P

HP Touchsmart TM2

AHH!! So, here is my new dream laptop~~

The All new, MobileTechReview.com, Editor's Pick 2010,

the HP Touchsmart TM2 - compared to my old dream HP TXseries & HP Envy series.

click here for the review OR here for the laptop brochure~~

Enjoy~~XD

xx

D+A

So..I'm so glad this has passed behind us.

And of course, I'm glad that u're able to accept my past.

I really hope u wont regret this.

I ♥ You, D, so so much.

xx

Random visit

So, I skipped gym today. :P

Went to Mako-chan's hostel instead.

Hmm...sigh...

The more I look at you, the more I love you.

It hurts, because I know that it's wrong, and I'm so afraid to hurt you.

What if I do? Will you forgive me?

I want to start a new life but it seems, I'm the only one pulling us back into it...

Again.

=S

xx

Missing you ♥

I'm missing him.. so so so much. its unbelievable. Now i'm starting to sound like an obssessed psychopathic girlfriend.

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....

....

Do I? Is it wrong? It hurts.

Seriously, should not have met up with him. Now its unbearable. Sigh..

I can go on and on and on about how I feel.

"I miss you when something good happens, because you're the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you're the only one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know you're the only one who makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lie awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other for those were some of the best memorable times of my life"

And. Again. Once more.

I Miss You.

xx

hmm...random post

blogging at the office~ was done with whatever i was doing so while awaiting for new work to be given..i was busy reading blogs of really old friends and classmates and i came across a very funny blog by Izura!! check this out.

click here.

i couldnt agree more.

Enjoy~ XD

xx

Random jewellery & wedding dresses i happen to love

YES!! i love wedding dresses and butterflies. bite me. =p

i'll probably post some sketches i drew..o.o.. one day..

more to come. so, prepare urself. haha.

xx

Trip to 1U

Well, the trip to 1U with Amal, Ezy, Ashli & Mako-chan was absolutely fun.

Clash of the Titans was alright, although Moka-chan’s shoulder and arm was so comfortable, I was falling asleep at the end. I hadn’t hugged him for so long it hurts.

Hmm. After Sushi King, Mako-chan and I went to the arcade. Played 1 round of Para Para Sakura, since the arcade at 1U doesn’t have DDR or EZ2dance; while Mako-chan playe a round of Initial D. then he taught me how to wing the thing. I totally suck at arcade driving racing and I won it. Haha~ xx Mako-chan.

Then, we went back. Sigh. Missing him so much. Oh well, what can I do? =(

xx

busy times

well i've been quite caught up for a week now

work, then home at night, sometimes gym, if my godma wasnt asking me to get back home early or i'm not getting my glasses. haha.

YES!! my specs..here..XD and..of course..still with my Mako-chan~~

hmm..skipping Belle's party for Ezy's bday celebration instead. after all, its her 19th. ^^ yes love, i'm doing it for u.

and, wat else? oh...Mako-chan is coming tomorrow with us. i hope everything turns out right. and i hope he wont think i'm fatter than last time either, which i totally am. lol. oh well~ working it hard in the gym..thats why i said, never go mamak. they're killers. zz..

"Ais Kosong Satu~"

so, well, that's all for now. ^^ toodles~~

xoxo