Happy 1yr Anniversary ♥

havent been blogging.. alot. LOL! malas la. u cant blame me. i've still got loads of movies to watch. and then, of course, game.

it was our 1st year anni with my boyf. on 16th June.

Happy 1 year Anniversary Hazman Syah.

We started off as tuition friends, MySpace, Friendster, Facebook, he asked for my number, i didnt layan him, Facebook, went out, here we are a year later.

So we came over, we went to JB City Square, he bought me a cute pair of grey flats, ate at Kenny Rogers Roasters, watched Super 8 [awesome movie!!], watched x-men: first class, made my own cotton candy at the cotton candy machine, bought this cute little ring with a dragon that curls around the finger :D saw some Domo-kun and he promised to buy me the backpack, then we tested out Beats by Dr.Dre. we were speechless. and yea! we planned to buy it.

So that was how we celebrated our anni. haha! very typical outing for couples, but thats the best we can do for now.

he's annoying. he's slow. stupid. doesnt use his brain much. has skirtings and a pillow. always doesnt hv money. doesnt have common sense. gives lots of bullshyt lots of times.

it can go on. really.

but, i love him. alot. and maybe once in awhile i'll feel like i miss being single, and i wish i can have a different boyfriend, and i wonder what would have happened if i made a different choice.

but i've never loved anyone like him. i love his scent, his body, the way he looks at me, the way he holds me, the way he kisses my head and smells my hair every 5 seconds, the way he holds my hand, the way we cuddle.

i love the way he knows every car u point to him.

i love it when he makes faces.

i love the way my whole hand only fits 1 side of his cheeks.

i love the way how small i feel when i'm with him.

the way when he doesn't give up, no matter what i throw at him when i'm pissed off.

or upset.

and the way when even though he doesn't have money left, or he knows he'll have to starve, either from eating out or going out, he'll still do his best to get what i want for me.

and then, the way i feel so free when i'm with him. just so carefree. like, my life's a movie with every perfect song and with every laughter i share with him. every stupid thing i tell him.

and the way he always says i'm beautiful. even when i look a total mess. he still thinks i'm pretty.

and maybe sometimes, he strays off the path, and he'll make a silly mistake once in a while and i'll be so mad at him and ready for break up. but you know. i'm a drama-queen.

i love you monkey boo. i do. and i know, i cant possible imagine the amount of love you have for me.

i hope you'll never give up, or stray off away. ever.

i labhu2 you ♥

posting at PSH, JB

whoa! seriously. what a long break from the bloggee..

anyways, here i am. 2nd week into my clinical posting at Puteri Specialist Hospital. i just cant stop comparing them to Damansara Specialist Hospital. i had to be honest in my Reflective Diary. so i just wrote.

i didnt like the fact that they're so unorganized.

i didnt like the fact that the whole ward goes around, in a square.

i didnt like the fact that everything is so different, and I miss DSH. Alot.

but then, it takes time to get used i guess. but now i'm fine with the hospital and the ward environment. ppl here arent any less nicer actually. they're pretty cool. :) only difference is that this is JB not damansara.

lesser fussy patients though. i like that. who doesnt? :P tho i heard VIP is like, super cheap o.O back in DSH premier wards would be at least rm850.00 per night for the cheapest room. i heard here was like, rm3xx lol. ntah la. pelik tul. and not to mention the fact that i've mistaken for a malay like, SO many times. haha! i do like that though.

missing home is a thing. its rm31.30 for the bus ticket back from Larkin bus terminal which is like, 10mins walk from the hostel to TBS near BTS station. and rm33.50 from Shah Alam bus terminal to Larkin bus terminal. its alright i guess. not bad. considering Transnasional seats are quite awesome - so far la, through my experience.

i went back home last weekend and on the way back here, i took a 8.30pm bus, and i got back to the hostel at 2am. nice huh? the bus driver practically took his own sweet time stopping at stops -.- seriously. i know not everyone has a curfew. or a morning shift. gee. :P

and i've just gotten a case study subject :D i'm so glad. it was by luck, i guess. and thanks to naziroh. we went around looking for case study on Monday. both of us gotten, her case AEEBA aka Asthma while mine was chest pain i think for angina. but my patient was supposed to be angiogram but he refused. and it was weird that he has chest pain again since he alrdy had a CABG in 1992. but then Sister said i cant take this case. there's nothing to it.

so i went searching for a new case then suddenly staff nurse at Medical Ward 4th floor said "eh tadi ada case angiogram nak buat hari ni. tp x masuk sini, sebab x de tempat. u cari kat floor lain. mungkin tingkat 3 ke 5." so there we went rushing down to Surgical ward on the 3rd floor, i was almost giving up cause i thought patient wasnt on the surgical ward then Naziroh was like, "eh ashley tanya la!" so i asked the staff nurse at the counter and she said yes, they're about to leave. i rushed to the patient's room and there the patient was, on the wheelchair, with the staff nurse.

so i sent the patient to A&E, followed the patient to Johor Specialist Hospital, and got to see the whole procedure. thanks to Dr. Yap hee :D

i guess thats all for now. pls pls wish me luck for this case presentation. dh la my pointer surely will drop thanks to chn n maybe cvs [i hope NOT] but this is part of my plan to maintain my CGPA. so.. *lies face flat on my wooden table at home*

xx

P.S. ish!! rindunye rumah aq, and Smiggins aq jugak :( rindu btul kat mak and my Alza.