Job done. finally. nothing to worry about anymore. Currently missing Smiggins. ♥♥

Posting @ Damansara Specialist Hospital in 3 days. Yay!! Lots of fun coming up, I hope.

Apparently thats the strictest hospital of the branches.

Hmm. what elose? ok la. i'll go for now.

P.S. currently super Avatar the Last Airbender freak. Woosh!! Airbending ♥

Nauseous, dizzy, experiencing the start of fatigue. There I was at the Ktm, and he's late - again. As usual.

I know my condition now is like, super major PMS crazy mood swing week but still. I think I have the rights to scream, yell, rant, hit, bite, kick and even kill you, for how I've been feeling for this past week.

OMG!! I can't even begin to explain. Sigh. I'm sorry. Just a short post. I am so so so really not in the mood right now. All I wanna do is have a hot shower, sleep, and hope that everything will turn out better.

;(

I honestly don't think it's my fault to be born so optimistic and happy-go-lucky.

I honestly don't think that it's wrong for me to act the age I am - 18.

I honestly don't think it's wrong to be manja.

I honestly don't think it's wrong to hug or kiss on the cheek.

I honestly think asian parents are too much sometimes.

But then, I know some parts are my fault.

But still.. No need to say that it's disgusting for me to act that way.

It's not like you've never done anything like that in your life.

It's not like you were an angel, and you've never slept with more than 5 men in your life.

It's not like I had offended you in ANY way, for you to have ANY right, to say mean stuff about me behind my back, and hurt those I love with harsh words.

HM. Whatever. I'm doing fine now. I'll never come down again. So why should I care about your opinion? You don't matter to me.

All of you who are JUST waiting for me to make a wrong move. You people should watch your own steps. Stop minding mine.

Back to ♥

I love the way your hand feels so right in mine

The way I could lay my head on your chest while I sleep

And fall asleep to the steady beat of your heart.

I want to hold you close every night when I sleep

When I wake and your arms would be around me

When I open my eyes and you’ll be there.

When you kiss me, the world feels so right

With every kiss, I still feel that tinkle in my stomach

Like the world is so perfect,

As if there’s nothing wrong.

Even when I get mad at the littlest things

When I just hang up on you, silent my phone,

And wish you’ll just stop calling me

But when you stop

I’ll get upset and wonder why you are not calling me back.

You make me happy

Even if you were the one who made me upset in the first place

I know sooner or later you’ll come and ask me to come back to you

And to never leave you

You’ll hold me tight and make me listen to you

No matter how stupid your excuses and reasons are

And I get tired of it

But then, I still love you.

I hope you’ll never give up on me.

No matter how annoying I could be

How demanding

How spoilt

I don’t ever want you to give up on me.

­­ Because you make my world complete

♥♥

My tonsillectomy @ Gleneagles MC

Currently sitting on my bed, waiting for the time to past.

Gleneagles Medical Centre: Nurse uniform - Pink, beds - crappy, environment - acceptable, nurses - they're nice.

Hm.. Can't wait for monkey to come over. It's so sad that single rooms are unavailable, though they'll switch me as soon as they are. :D Hopefully they'll switch by tonight. Then monkey can stay through the night with me.

Thats all for now. :)

P.S. Dreading the hospital gown more than the operation itself.

xx

Katy Perry - Teenage Dream

This song, reminds me so much of you baby.

It's us, it's how I feel about you.

You think I'm pretty

Without any make-up on

You think I'm funny

When I tell the punch line wrong

I know you get me

So I let my walls come down

Down

Before you met me

I was alright

But things were kinda heavy

You brought me to life

Now every February

You'll be my Valentine,

Valentine

Let's go all the way tonight

No regrets, just love

We can dance until we die

You and I

We'll be young forever

You make me

Feel like

I'm living a Teenage Dream

The way you turn me on

I can't sleep

Let's run away

And don't ever look back

Don't ever look back

My heart stops

When you look at me

Just one touch

Now baby I believe

This is real

So take a chance

And don't ever look back

Don't ever look back

I ♥ you Monkey.

Wow it's been a long time since I blogged. :( Busy times.

Just had another exam today. DN2201, some crap about comfort care, bedmaking, and all those shyts. I really hope I get more than half :S

KFC with my Smiggins Pie. I ♥ you Monkey boy. Not ur bullshyts though.

Oh and hm. On Merdeka, which was this Tuesday, we went out to 1U and lepak abit. Otw back, he was only in 2nd gear!! Suddenly this car in front of us braked and then, couldn't brake in time and we hit this Renault Scenic. Chinese old man came out and they talked.. alot. With some ass holes coming around busybody-ing and some dudes horning at us. I actually stared at this taxi cab driver and he looked like he was going to come out and punch me. But then I stared back at him with a "What?" look and he drove away. :P boo no balls.

Marking the start of my Semester break. 2 weeks. Hmm. I'm doing a laser surgery to remove my tonsils or something so that I wont fall sick so often. It's on Tuesday. 2 days twin sharing with my godma since she's doing procedure, then dunno la. Hopefully baby can come and stay with me and I can manja with him the whole night.

"B I want water!!" "B I want this..!!"

Although I doubt I can scream much, since I'm only allowed on a soft diet. Hm.. I wonder if the nurses would allow me to do my own bedmaking. :P

Something random I drew. Uvi requested.

Love u Monkey Schmongey Smiggins Pie ♥♥

xx