Place of ranting for the dramaqueen in LOVE


Saturday, June 26, 2010

Break In

I called mum on Wednesday afternoon, around 10ish. Well, it was her bday. 23rd June. So I wished her happy birthday and enjoy her bday lunch.

The next day, I got a call from her around 7ish and she told me our house got broken in.

First thing came into mind - my laptops - gone.

2nd - my mum. Safe, as she was at work.

3rd - Jewellery - all gone.

I was pissed. You know how they broke in?

First, they tore out the whole alarm system. As in, literally. All the wires.

2nd, they almost got my whole gate out of its hinges, since my gate is like, super strong, and my door is like, 2 inches thick of wood.

3rd, both laptops gone and all jewelery gone. Yes. Everything estimation about 60-70k.

I was pissed. The one who kacau-ed my car window was bad enough. That I'm pissed already.

Thank goodness the police got their thumb prints and all. I swear.

When I find out who they are, those bastards whose been eying my house and family for 2 weeks and broke in, I will CRUSH their balls and make sure they'll never celebrate Father's Day.

Oh well.

Mum called me last night and asked what laptop I wanted. I told her the one I lost. =(

But, Love u Mummy

College has been awesome. Of course. With Tia & Uvi. =)

Hm. What else?

Oh yes. Can't wait for my uniform~~ =3

Hope I'll look cute. ;)

Missing home and life's greatest pleasures terribly.

Wimax - Laptop - Clean beds - Healthy food - Roger my car - the AC

xx

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Hmm. Bday lunch for mummy & Domo-kun

So even though I've asked for a break to clear our thoughts, and he agreed, not much difference though. We're still couple-ish. Guess we can't help that.

So for lunch today, we had Dim Sum. Bought my mum lunch, cause her bday is on the 23rd and I wouldn't be here to celebrate with her for the first time in 18 years.

I know you've done lots for me, sacrifices. And I appreciate u for it. Love u Mummy. =)


The Ming Room at BSC, Dim Sum


Then, after that, went to Mid Valley for abit. Went though The Gardens, and, I saw, the cutest little things ever!!


As Mako-Chan calls it, this is Domo-kun.
I want the pink one one day, pweety pweese..=3




And this is for you. 70% cocoa.


So that's all for today. Skipped gym. Was too lazy. :P

Hmm. Webcamming with Bun bun.

Love u.

xx

Friday, June 18, 2010

Breaking ups and making ups

Life does suck to the max. At least love does.

I hate it.
I wish we could be back the way we used to be.
But we can't. Thats just not possible. At least for us.

I don't like the fact that you can't treat me the way I want a boyfriend to.
Suddenly, it seems like he has lots of money and freedom to go out.
But with me, always "broke". Going out until midnight, still not back. Didn't bother to msg me either.

Sometimes, I feel like how I used to feel. A toy.

I feel like u don't even feel for me anymore.

U don't care much about my feelings, my opinion.

Didn't even bother telling me you're going out with ur friends.

Dilemma. I need to make a choice.

I want happiness, not heartbreaks and disappointments.

I need love, care, and manja-ing, not the other way round ALL the time.

I need a guy who can give me what I want, and, well, u can't.

I'm sorry.

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Morning cakes =D

So here I am...

Sitting at the IT lab..

Woke at 7.15 because of Uvi's extreme insanity to wake up so fking early in the morning .. JUST .. to Facebook.

Yes, hunny, for the sake of internet.

And suddenly mummy wants to come too. Mummy is Tia. Haha.

Yea she last minute decided to follow.

Oh well.

So I decided to blog.

Nothing much. Life has been quite dull lately. ><

xx

Friday, June 4, 2010

College hostel life updates

Well the past week was just plain-simply-dreadful.

Yea. It was. Completely.

Day 1 (Sunday):-
-Parents sent me to hostel
-Unpacked my stuff
-Ajak my friends to KL with me to Youth '10
-Took an extremely long journey to PWTC
-Phone batt died
-He wouldn't come out of the damn dancing competition spot to lead me to where he is
-Found the place after rounding about 45 mins
-He just stood there and wouldn't come out. Instead, decides to continue watching the show instead. So I walked off.
-Stomped out of the place in fury and brink of tears but decided to go look for my friends but couldn't find them
-Sat alone in the cold for 45 mins because I couldn't get Mira
-Sat longer...
-Called him to comfirm the number, he asked where I was, I said I was outside the festival, then he went "All the way there?" So i slammed the phone.
-Still couldn't get Mira so I called him again then he went like, "Where're you? I'm looking for you."

Well basically, when I wanted to break up, I told him to come down because I want to have the proper post-break up talk with him then only he freaked and ran after me.

I didn't want to do it either but honestly, I'll rather not be with him, than to be with him and he would pick a fcking game, a show, or his friends, over me.

Day 2 (1st day orientation):-
It was terrible. I was terribly sick. Super high fever & sore throat. Started light at first, then it became bad. All the talks today. Hosted by physio seniors.. Well, not exactly seniors, are they.. when they're the same year..91 ==" Thing ended at 6.40. Freezing cold. Went to Uncle Alim to buy Friend Rice. Not bad actually.

Day 3 (2nd day orientation):-
Terrible. Still freezing cold. But way better than yesterday. Less talks more play. Hosted by nursing seniors..and again..not much of seniors when they're the same age ==" they could have been my group mates instead. They showed this goddamn sad video and drama about our mothers and I cried like shyt because they brought this girl on the thingy in and I thought she died for real. Silat Cekak performance and promotion. Really good. Ended at 7.40.

Day 4 (3rd day orientation):-
Another super long day. Ended at 10.40 this time. Abit of talks, some isi borang, group discussions, performance..basic stuff. I was happy..for the first time. Sing along and stuff. =D ENDED.

Day 5 (Diagnostic Test):-
Today was the diagnostic test day. They gave us a bunch of English paper exams to do and we did. Not bad actually. *Whispers: "Don't wanna jinx it ;)"*

Day 6 (1st day English class):-
Today English class was nice. Brought my sweater wasn't cold. Got my first assignment already. News writing article. Hope the knowledge I got from Taylor's will not be wasted. ;)

Overall:
Lots of arguments with the boyf. PMS + Sickness + Stress = Cari pasal
Stressful times but my roommates and housemates were awesome.
Love em.

xx