Bruno Mars - Runaway

Ooohhhhhh

So easy to forget our love, the little things we do.
Like callin' for no reason, just to say the words, "Baby, I love you."
I know lately I've been busy, but a second doesn't go by without chu crossin' my mind.
It's been so long since we had time, let's take a day and make everything alright.
Just take my hand, fall in love with me again.

Let's runaway to the place where love first found us.
Let's runaway for the day, don't need anyone around us.
When everything in love gets so complicated, it only takes a day to change it.
What I have to say can't wait, all I need is a day,
so let's runaway.
let's runaway, just for the day.
runaway
runaway

Girl, you've been so patient, spendin' nights alone and not complainin'
But i'll make it up to you and i promise today i won't keep you waitin'.
Please give me this one chance to remind you of everything we have.
I won't give up, I'm too much in love, and I want you to know that.
Just take my hand, fall in love with me again.

Let's runaway to the place where love first found us.
Let's runaway for the day, don't need anyone around us.
When everything in love gets so complicated, it only takes a day to change it.
What i have to say can't wait, all i need is a day.

so let's runaway for the day,
and i'll give everything in this moment.
and i promise to make everyday just like the day[or today?]

Let's runaway to the place where love first found us .
Let's runaway for the day, don't need anyone around us.
When everything in love gets so complicated, it only takes a day to change it.
What i have to say can't wait, all i need is a day,
so let's runaway.

Wednesday, 1.03am.

Current mood : ....

Bla-ing : Sigh. I don't know la. Sudah la I've been moody for this past few days.

Bad luck?

Monday morning, 12.32am.

Current status: Left wisdom tooth gum area aching, left ankle sprained with bruise, PTPTN rejected, beloved mp3 stolen, Skin Food eyeliner stolen, mum pissed at me.

Bla-ing: So what happened yesterday was, cheerleading we won. Obviously. Then during my last stunt I sprained my ankle on uneven stage floor. Slight bruising. This morning, was planning to go surprise my mum and help her with the moving and all. But PWTC motorshow took too long so ended up just going back to Nilai. My gum inside aching like shyt, mum got pissed because apparently I never bothered to call at all and ask about the moving shyts. MP3 lost since yesterday. Great huh? PTPTN rejected due to my old account still existing. Mofo I already paid before I started at KPJ la. zz. Dunno la.

Current Mood : depressed about overall. Gonna sleep now to wake up bright tomorrow and hopefully my gum doesnt ache anymore. :'(

Monday morning, 12.32am.

Current status: Left wisdom tooth gum area aching, left ankle sprained with bruise, PTPTN rejected, beloved mp3 stolen, Skin Food eyeliner stolen, mum pissed at me.

Bla-ing: So what happened yesterday was, cheerleading we won. Obviously. Then during my last stunt I sprained my ankle on uneven stage floor. Slight bruising. This morning, was planning to go surprise my mum and help her with the moving and all. But PWTC took too long so ended up just going back to Nilai.

Cheerleading

Well since I've left high school, nvr had cheer except for orientation and because I wasnt feeling well I didnt bothered to join in.

Well we're gonna have a cheer competition here in Kpj Sports Day. Though, since we heard we Group 41 are THE only people joining, I really don't see what's the point of going all out. Though, everyone has chucked the choreo to me. As usual. Like Uvi she said she was tired and had body-ache, she chatted on the phone with her bf until 1.30am+. Hmph!!

Though, I'm done with MOST of the choreo, it takes time to train my teammates who never had any cheer experience so teaching them the stunts were quite hard. So far, no injuries yet except for 2 kicks in the mouth. :PP

So hmm. What else? Oh. KPJ wifi has been such a darling lately. It's now 2.42am and it's the only time I could access my Facebook, because apparently KPJIC wifi isnt a fan of Facebook. Zz.

Songs used for cheer and edited : -

The Best Damn Thing - Avril Lavigne

Like A G6 - Far East Movement ft Cataracs and DEV

O.M.G. - Usher ft Will.I.Am

Oh! - SNSD

Hm.. what else? Oh and this new hostel house we got is 5.12, a different hostel, neighbours to our old hostel 5.09, this one is facing the college. So apart from gossiping and screwing anyone we don't like from our window, we also get friendly neighbourhood friends, the mossies. :( Thank goodness not to the extend of restless nights like back in DSH Bungalow Hostel.

Oh well. I guess that's all for now. :S

I wanna sponge myself b4 going to bed. And b4 he goes to bed. :P Or he'll just fall asleep.

xx love

1st day of Special Semester 1

well, here i am. back from class for the first day of special sem 1 [short: ssm1]

Mdm Anita came in looking super happy BUT requested to see me and a few other students. I saw it coming. So I went to talk to her during lunch, and she was really nice. She told me that she'll help me look through my marks and see how to improve, she'll talk to me more and see if she needs to send me to the discipline committee (which she is supposed to) and then she said the whole explanation letter thing would affect my future sponsorship interview but she'll help me la.

Praying hard everything would turn out just fine, like they always do.

then, after class was done [we had Microbiology - the study of microorganisms] Pn. Mas came in and wanted us to pick 4 persons for debating. 4 teams, each from different courses, and she chooses Group 41 to represent Nursing. We were like :X

Then, she said she'll count to 10 and if no one volunteers, she'll pick. After 10, no one stood up, so she asked the whole audi to select ur students. First they called Fatin Najwa [some were looking at my direction, i buat bodo] then, they called Kat [i went lower on my seat], then they called Hafiz [i was like pls no pls no pls no]. Thinking that picking me chances were small, I breathed a sigh of relief, and the whole audi was silent, Pn. Mas asked Fatin & Kat to pick 1 more.

Fatin & Kat : "Ashley."

Me : "Oh great."

Pn Mas : "Male or female"

Me : "Here." *hand raised, stood up*

Then she asked us to go down to brief us about the debate and thanked us.

I went down going "Why me why me.."

Then when we reached there, she asked who amongst us is the most aggressive. I was like, "Fatin" then she was like, "No." Then Pn. Mas was like, "Who likes to argue?" then all 3 of them were like "Nah.. not me." And then I was thinking inside, "Hm I do like to argue." then Fatin & Kat were like "Ashley."

SO MEAN RIGHT?

Pn. Mas : "So you should be 3rd speaker."

So here I am. 3rd speaker. 3rd speaker basically, has a very important role. I have to be super alert, or we're dead. I have no speeches, but I have to talk spontaneously. And I have to jot down everything the opponent says, using their points, and using speaker 1 and 2's points to back up and argue.

I wonder how I'm going through, because honestly, unless I'm in the mood, I can't argue to save my life. Oh well. The competition is in March, and Speaker 1 and 2 has to submit their speeches by 14th January. So we have some time to prepare. :D *fingers crossed*

Other than moving back to Sri Alam on the 11th, and celebrating housewarming & my bday on 18th December, there's ntg else much to say.

Except of course, I've been missing Smiggins like crazy. I was looking at him the other day and I just forgot how cute he looked, how adorable. I didnt even hug him enough when he sent me back to Nilai last night. :'(

I love u monkey boo. Muahx muahx!

Posting Updates @ DSH

It's been.. awhile. So currently, 5 months of being with him. ♥ of course, there's arguments, tantrums, and near breakups. Biasa ah tu. Or it wouldnt be a relationship. Hm B? I love u.

almost done here at Dsh. so cant wait to go back to my bestie roommates & college where it's..

Eat, sleep, lepak, eat, sleep, shyt. :PP

And no one to take advantage of me.

Though it means being in Nilai and so super far away from him. :( I'll miss him terribly. That he won't be able to come here at night just to hang out with me at the park, talk, piggyback, eat late night supper.

Mantin for Special sem 1. Hm. I wonder how it'll be there. Hope everything goes well when we get there. :S Abit worried about Mantin's condition.

We'll be transferring crosses tomorrow. I think. Hopefully la successful. Heh. :P

Thats all for now I guess.

Update @ clinical posting

It's been quite some time since I've blogged.

2nd week into my clinical posting at Damansara Specialist Hospital.

So far, things I've learnt & experienced.

- AEEBA [Acute Exile Execerbate Bronchile Asthma] is basically asthma

- URTI [Upper Respiratory Tract Infection] is basically a sore throat. something like that.

- how to change diapers for some above the age of 60.

- perineal care

- how annoying some ppl think they're like so rich, when they're not.

- kids here are spoilt rotten. i mean come on. a 9 year old does not need a Super Single Deluxe room. which was basically the VIP room. zz.

-Human life is definitely something to be appreciated. Things ppl do to stay alive and well. :( it's a sad thing to watch.

-Sister at the Surgical ward scolded me for walking around with gloves -.-

- eating at Riah's cost as much as going to Al-Salam. and not even the same quality. although they do make excellent fruit juices.

That's all for now. oh and, mum got me a Wiggy. It's a P1 Wimax broadband ♥

Hilal called me to his Raya open house last minute while I was on my way to Damansara Specialist Hospital to give the envelopes and collect hostel keys. Hostel was alright. Bungalow. 15 ppl sharing 2 rooms. haha. From my experience, 1 room in a bungalow should be huge enough for 7 ppl. Hopefully it stays that way. :S

Really excited about starting on Monday. Met Syazwany at the hospital. 2nd year senior, suddenly waving and saying Hi to me, I went like, "Omg she looks familiar but whozzat?" Lol. Turns out, from BJ school too. And she recognized me. :P

Took lots of pictures with Hilal's 1000D Canon Dslr. Random ones. For 3 hours. His mum made awesome awesome Mutton Stew. Nyum Nyum. ♥

Missing my smelly monkey. Hope I can see him tomorrow. *sniffs tshirt* mhmm ;)

xx

Job done. finally. nothing to worry about anymore. Currently missing Smiggins. ♥♥

Posting @ Damansara Specialist Hospital in 3 days. Yay!! Lots of fun coming up, I hope.

Apparently thats the strictest hospital of the branches.

Hmm. what elose? ok la. i'll go for now.

P.S. currently super Avatar the Last Airbender freak. Woosh!! Airbending ♥

Nauseous, dizzy, experiencing the start of fatigue. There I was at the Ktm, and he's late - again. As usual.

I know my condition now is like, super major PMS crazy mood swing week but still. I think I have the rights to scream, yell, rant, hit, bite, kick and even kill you, for how I've been feeling for this past week.

OMG!! I can't even begin to explain. Sigh. I'm sorry. Just a short post. I am so so so really not in the mood right now. All I wanna do is have a hot shower, sleep, and hope that everything will turn out better.

;(

I honestly don't think it's my fault to be born so optimistic and happy-go-lucky.

I honestly don't think that it's wrong for me to act the age I am - 18.

I honestly don't think it's wrong to be manja.

I honestly don't think it's wrong to hug or kiss on the cheek.

I honestly think asian parents are too much sometimes.

But then, I know some parts are my fault.

But still.. No need to say that it's disgusting for me to act that way.

It's not like you've never done anything like that in your life.

It's not like you were an angel, and you've never slept with more than 5 men in your life.

It's not like I had offended you in ANY way, for you to have ANY right, to say mean stuff about me behind my back, and hurt those I love with harsh words.

HM. Whatever. I'm doing fine now. I'll never come down again. So why should I care about your opinion? You don't matter to me.

All of you who are JUST waiting for me to make a wrong move. You people should watch your own steps. Stop minding mine.

Back to ♥

I love the way your hand feels so right in mine

The way I could lay my head on your chest while I sleep

And fall asleep to the steady beat of your heart.

I want to hold you close every night when I sleep

When I wake and your arms would be around me

When I open my eyes and you’ll be there.

When you kiss me, the world feels so right

With every kiss, I still feel that tinkle in my stomach

Like the world is so perfect,

As if there’s nothing wrong.

Even when I get mad at the littlest things

When I just hang up on you, silent my phone,

And wish you’ll just stop calling me

But when you stop

I’ll get upset and wonder why you are not calling me back.

You make me happy

Even if you were the one who made me upset in the first place

I know sooner or later you’ll come and ask me to come back to you

And to never leave you

You’ll hold me tight and make me listen to you

No matter how stupid your excuses and reasons are

And I get tired of it

But then, I still love you.

I hope you’ll never give up on me.

No matter how annoying I could be

How demanding

How spoilt

I don’t ever want you to give up on me.

­­ Because you make my world complete

♥♥

My tonsillectomy @ Gleneagles MC

Currently sitting on my bed, waiting for the time to past.

Gleneagles Medical Centre: Nurse uniform - Pink, beds - crappy, environment - acceptable, nurses - they're nice.

Hm.. Can't wait for monkey to come over. It's so sad that single rooms are unavailable, though they'll switch me as soon as they are. :D Hopefully they'll switch by tonight. Then monkey can stay through the night with me.

Thats all for now. :)

P.S. Dreading the hospital gown more than the operation itself.

xx

Katy Perry - Teenage Dream

This song, reminds me so much of you baby.

It's us, it's how I feel about you.

You think I'm pretty

Without any make-up on

You think I'm funny

When I tell the punch line wrong

I know you get me

So I let my walls come down

Down

Before you met me

I was alright

But things were kinda heavy

You brought me to life

Now every February

You'll be my Valentine,

Valentine

Let's go all the way tonight

No regrets, just love

We can dance until we die

You and I

We'll be young forever

You make me

Feel like

I'm living a Teenage Dream

The way you turn me on

I can't sleep

Let's run away

And don't ever look back

Don't ever look back

My heart stops

When you look at me

Just one touch

Now baby I believe

This is real

So take a chance

And don't ever look back

Don't ever look back

I ♥ you Monkey.

Wow it's been a long time since I blogged. :( Busy times.

Just had another exam today. DN2201, some crap about comfort care, bedmaking, and all those shyts. I really hope I get more than half :S

KFC with my Smiggins Pie. I ♥ you Monkey boy. Not ur bullshyts though.

Oh and hm. On Merdeka, which was this Tuesday, we went out to 1U and lepak abit. Otw back, he was only in 2nd gear!! Suddenly this car in front of us braked and then, couldn't brake in time and we hit this Renault Scenic. Chinese old man came out and they talked.. alot. With some ass holes coming around busybody-ing and some dudes horning at us. I actually stared at this taxi cab driver and he looked like he was going to come out and punch me. But then I stared back at him with a "What?" look and he drove away. :P boo no balls.

Marking the start of my Semester break. 2 weeks. Hmm. I'm doing a laser surgery to remove my tonsils or something so that I wont fall sick so often. It's on Tuesday. 2 days twin sharing with my godma since she's doing procedure, then dunno la. Hopefully baby can come and stay with me and I can manja with him the whole night.

"B I want water!!" "B I want this..!!"

Although I doubt I can scream much, since I'm only allowed on a soft diet. Hm.. I wonder if the nurses would allow me to do my own bedmaking. :P

Something random I drew. Uvi requested.

Love u Monkey Schmongey Smiggins Pie ♥♥

xx

Another day of Skill Lab.

Stuff I did. Bedmaking 2. Gloving 5. Gowning 2. Bandaging 10. Handwashing 5.

I seriously need a mini lotion bottle. My hand are like..Zz.

Anyways, 1 day of missing my boyf. :( It's another 2 or 3 days b4 I could see him. So glad I'm having him to myself for the whole weekend. ♥♥

I love u b.

Updates hmm..

Well, I just got back from another day out.

I dragged Uvi back home with me this time since she's going back to Ipoh on Sat, which was today. Wanted to double date with Ash but she then she said we'll wait till next time when we could actually do something with Emi so that she won't feel awkward with just me and him.

Went to the Curve today. Subway Melt and Repomen for us. Mitsubishi Motors exhibition going on and OH-MA-GAWD I saw THE most gorgeous car EVER. Mitsubishi Lancer Evolution or Evolution X is so fcking beautiful. I fell in love. :P

Got lost in Pj otw back and Smiggins had to escort me back to Federal Highway.

Oh and he bought me Sony Ericsson W800i 2nd hand, but so much more functional than his old Nokia N90 and better than some cheap Nokia phone that's almost useless. RM130 after some bargaining WITH 1Gb Memory Stick. At least, camera also 2.omp. And Walkman so music is good too.

OH!! And I found my earphones extension stuck in his passenger seat adjusting thingy. Zz.. And he said he checked.

What else? That's all I guess. Mum said if I want a new phone I said I want BB. :P She bought this new massage chair but then say no money to buy me a phone that's less than 1.2k. Wtf la. :'(

Oh well. I'll have one soon. ;)

xx

Last weekend was awesome awesome. Except for Sunday. Although it was great but then, shyt happened the whole day.

First, some girl called his phone and he acted all suspicious.

Then, his car tire punctured. Walked to Pyramid.

My mum appeared outside Pasta Zanmai. And apparently my godpa, godma, Sheng and my aunty was there too.

Lost my phone at the arcade. Apparently someone took out of my pocket while I was busy racing with Smiggins. [BTW, he won 1st round, I won 2nd. Teehee~ :D]

Then watched The Last Airbender which was RM42 since it's 3D fcker damn expensive.

Changed his tire together. We went looking for a cheap phone since his spare phone can't turn on.

Then he sent me back to Nilai, we went to lepak at Mydin. Finally could on his phone. But super sensitive.

Lepaking at Lake Bakawali and some Mat Rempits came to try to "tangkap basah" but we were just talking in the car, so I got up and screwed them kampung asses up with my bitchy accent and finally they drove away. Lol.

Then went back to hostel.

Miss him terribly. Even now. Can't wait to see him again.

OH!! And, since my mum finally met my boyfriend, luckily it wasn't Mako-Chan or she would hv gotten extremely pissed at me. :P

She asked me to bring Smiggins home next Sunday. She wants to meet him. And then she said anytime he wants to go out with me, come and pick me up from my house and send me back. And that EVERY Sunday I hv to go back home, even if I wanna go out, get home first. :S

Still puasa-ing. Barely care about the hunger now, just the thirst and the wait for the break.

Hoping for the best. :D

xx

Finally had my Summative Examination today for DN2101 Introduction to Nursing, Basic Nursing Science 1.

It was actually quite okay. I mean, when I was waiting for the paper, I was starting to hyperventilate. Then, when the paper come, I was like, *inhale.....exhale.....inhale.....exhale....."

And then when I finally turned the page, I EXHALED!!!

Cause I knew all the answers. :DDDD So happy.

Praying hard I'll at least, Pass. Don't wanna ask much.

Looking forward to my exam results. So far, we have no idea. Zz. Sad administration.

Gonna be spending the weekend with monkey ♥♥

Currently waiting for him at Kl Central McDonald's, as usual.

Always Have To Wait

But this time he says his relatives are over and they won't let him out. Guess I gotta believe him.

4th day of Puasa, so far, hasn't fainted. Instead, I get more energetic as the day goes by. o.O I guess the countdown of buka-ing is a source of energy. Hehe. But it's good. I can lose weight and save money at the same time. If he wants me to puasa with him for a month, better get me something monkey. :P

xx

Life bit updates and ♥

So, what's up for this week?

Nothing much really. Month of August is the same as the month of July.

Ramadhan's here. Baby asked me to puasa with him for a week. So I did. So far, yesterday, was quite alright until the end. Really hungry waiting for 7.30 to come. Bit of gastric at 4+.

Today, horrible. For now la. Since I drank half a mug of mushroom soup, a biscuit thingy, and half a cotton candy. :( REALLY hungry now, but baby wants me to "tahan skit la". Zz..

I'll merajuk at him.

What else? Oh. Photoshoot today. For our student ID cards. Pinjam the senior's baju from Prasha. Tried it last night. Perfect fit, and so awesome cute. :P

Can't wait for my own uniform. :D

I miss my hubby. :( Even though he was SUCH an ass last night, when Tia & I went double dating. Rakish was bullying her, and mine was bullying me, the WHOLE night. In Giant, In KFC.

Just because there was another dude there, do they hv to act all "macho" "manly" and as though they have SOOO much "Authority" when at the back they go all lembik and

"B.. Don't la merajuk... Ok la ok la.. Come here. Laa B.."

Amik ko. :P

♥♥ You Monkey Smiggins. Asshole.

xx

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn

Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry

Well that's all right because I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

Wow. I hadn't blogged for a week. Time flew.

Formative Examination DN2001: Anatomy & Physiology.

Quite alright actually. I just *fingers crossed* really hope for the best. :D

My posting date has been comfirmed.

4/10 - 4/12 KPJ Damansara Specialist Hospital ♥

Hmm. Lunch together everyday? ;)

I miss you Smiggins.

Although you annoy me.

You piss me off.

With your lame jokes, stupid thoughts and blur-ness.

But in the morning, everything goes away,

and I'm back to missing you.

Looking forward to the next moment I'll be seeing you again.

I love you Munkey ♥

xx

Kitty

So on Friday we had no classes since there was a seminar workshop thingy going on in Audi2 and the lecturers weren't free, so as Vice President of Group 41, I had to organize something to do.

Sports. Futsal, Basketball, Netball, Aerobics.

Blardy bitches of my group are so disrespectful when we did Aerobics. I mean, come on. Its our first attempt. They didn't even try following. Curse them fail all exams for 1st sem. :P

Anyways, Thank You to those supportive ones. ♥

So I went and played some futsal and basketball after that.

And then, went to Mydin, and.. was really exhausted.

Next day, Saturday, fever. Yaya too. How nice.

After our "Study hour" where I was quite busy taking attendance since some stupid irresponsible assholes wrote the names of their friends who were ABSENT.

I got the list of people who were absent though. Disciplinary action taken soon, I hope.

As I was getting ready, Wan, 1 of my house-mates fainted. Yea. So got her to the hospital by ambulance. I didn't follow though. Just helped with her clothes and her going down.

Stupid paramedics were so afraid to touch her. Wtf la. She got into ICU but then by night she was back. So glad to see her as I opened her room door and she was sitting there, smiling. Never seen her so pretty in my life.

I spent time with Smiggins though. Stupid asshole left me waiting at KL Central for 2 hours in my so "awesome" condition. I felt like fainting myself.

He sent me back to Nilai and we spent some time at the lake. ;)

Currently lying on my stomach on my bed, typing this post out. Wanna cuddle up in my soft comforter and sleep. :(

I'm in ♥ with my own Jason Mraz.

xx

Cheers Bleu~

Oh. Great news!!

The whole of Nilai has no water supply for 2 days. How awesome?

I finally completed my proposal for the Merdeka thing. Only part of it actually. I still have to do the whole accounting proposal, you know, the one with the profit amount and all those crap.

What else?

OH!! The BBQ party!!

I made the poster too. It's nice. Maybe I'll show u later.

Saturday's coming exam will be A&P. Zz.

Assignments due tomorrow. Wtf am I doing here?

Missing home & life's greatest pleasures - again.

Monkey, seeing u tomorrow? ♥

xx

My 1st exam for my nursing course. :D

Introduction to Nursing: Basic Nursing Science 1.

It was quite alright actually. I'm not gonna say the ea*y word. Cause it wasn't really that ea*y. :P

Anyways, life's currently quite awesome. With Uvi being a pandi munji.

Oh and, hm.. Smiggins ♥

What else? Nothing much to say really.

Except for "The methods of physical examination are palpation, auscultation, inspection & percussion."

:P

Tata for now. ♥♥

Busy Times coming =/

Oh kay.. well, let me enlighten you on my life currently.

1Assignment, 1 Group Activity thing that I'm doing myself -.-

and as Vice President of student body Group 41, I have to organize an event thingy for Merdeka month. Since Ayipp isn't doing much, I'm on my own almost the whole way. To prepare the proposal thingy and all.

Hm. OH!! And, I'm having a Formative Examination this Saturday. Talk about alot. Zz.

Currently online at the cafeteria, studying & almost finished my assignment.

Stupid wifi can't go on Facebook but can go on everything else -.-

So freaking depressing. Of course hostel wifi is worse. Can't even go on google.com.

Oh well.

xx

So well last night, we went to Giant. Tia dragged me again to go dating with her boyf so I ended up dragging Uvi, Syamil & Syamil dragged Firdaus. Get it? :D

It was fun. Rakish, as usual, was nice but annoying at times.

Not much really. Syamil was really sweet to carry my super heavy bag for me.

I miss Smiggins. Love u monkey. ♥

Today we're gonna have measurements for the uniforms!! Yay!!

Hopefully we'll get it soon la. :D

Hm.. I'll look cute right? ;)

And then, what else? Oh yea.

Mako-Chan was being really lame. Like, seriously. Just because he had some passes for MTV World Stage, he went to being like,

"Oh shortlisting..who to bring?"

and

"Oh I choose you."

As though he's some sort of king. Zz. No comments for lameness. I mean, seriously.

It's MTV World Stage. Not tickets for Lady Gaga.

And apparently it seems so easy to obtain the passes. I would just call Fly.fm and get some anyway if I wanted.

Though, I get it. It's your first concert. Erm.. I wouldn't call it a concert. Although he did went all excited

"I SAW FAHRENHEIT!!"

I went like, "So?"

Oh well. What to do.

Hm what else?

That's all I guess.

Still waiting for my BB and that bag. :D

xx

@ BSC

The Ming Room for lunch first. Of course, it was Tesco Extra first. Got some groceries.

Crab fried Mee-Hun or whatever it's called. Had a swell time.

Then, we went walking around while parents got more groceries from Cold Storage.

The white one, RM1200. I want it badly. :(

Suddenly on the way home, aunt said housing area didn't have electricity so ended up, we went for more window shopping at Mid Valley.

Diva, It's Cookie Monster!!

And then, more window shopping at Dorothy Perkins, Charles & Keith, Topshop & some other stores.

That's all for now. Gotta rush, pack, and head off to KTM, go back to hostel, and meet up with Smiggins at the station. ♥

xx

So Chanel ~

Oh-Ma-Gawd B!! So cute.. 8D

Me wants.. Gotta start saving money :(

@Ikea ♥

Today, Ikea @ The Curve, Bangsar Shopping Complex.

Told him to meet at 11am, he left the house at 11.30am. -.-

Oh well. The moment I saw him, I just melted. So cute. How am I supposed to merajuk at him?

Zz.

And then, we went to The Curve. Had Chocotop Vanilla ice cream from McD.

Then had some fun walking in Ikea. You know how I love furnitures & lifestyles. ;)

B!! cute x?

Lol!! Miniature alligators.

Near the mirrors department. SS la abit.

He reckons I drive slow. So he takes the wheel instead. -.-

Hm ♥

Overall everything was really fun. Except for some parts where I really merajuk at him for some stupid "jokes" he made that got me pissed. But he still came after me and pujuk-ed me until I was happy.

And that Uvi was all there, in the way. :P

♥ Smiggins.

Sigh?

Well today was really fun. Skill Lab was awesome. Did "stuff" to the mannequin on the hospital bed. Haha!!

"Madam, can you feel any pain when I do this?"

So, amazing part of the whole thing was, the first 10mins in the Skill Lab.

I turned the knob of the IV hanging thing, and the whole metal thing came sliding down. On my finger. Of course. Bleeding la.

So hm. Back home now. Of course. Smiggins came all the way to teman me back home.

Spending the time since I got back doing stupid stuff with Uvi in my room. Trying on my old dresses, laughing about stupid stuff, camwhoring, and online.

So apart from being a total bitch, I kinda regretted my actions. Abit. :P

I mean, who asked him to be such an ass? Zz.

Oh well.

In spite of being pissed with everything he's doing on Facebook, chatting with some girls that I don't know and pretending everything is alright, I don't think so.

I know you well enough. You won't be over me so quickly.

Stop pretending your life's so perfect and well. I know it's still hurting you.

I think. At least, I hope it even affects you still, a little, even now.

Kinda sucks for a fact that although I'm extremely glad that your annoyance, neediness, weakness, & boringness is finally out of my hair, whatever that I have..

I miss you. As someone that has always been there. For me.

I'm sorry for being such a bitch.

xx

Not really sure about how I'm feeling today.

More like a whole mixture of annoyance, frustration, sadness, hm.. Slight loss of my sense of humor.

Currently class is alright. Don't feel really sleepy although it is freezing cold in here.

Listening to my mp3 on one side, earphones hidden by my hair. I'm smart ma. :P

Oh well. That's all I guess.

Ttyl...

The Break Up

Well at least the Break Up had a good ending. Us? Nah.

He had to be angry and upset, feel like he was played,

On Facebook,

"Kouki Makoto so i piss people off , irratate people . and i'm so stupid to actually not give up on you .

I'm being played"

FUCK you la.

I wanted to end this the right way, but no.. you had to be sarcastic, and pissed.

Oh you know what? Fine. I played you.

"The little things I did for you the downloads, it was just little things since you have your Wimax at home."

You weren't complaining when I asked you to help me download some stuff, why now?

If you really wanted to help, you wouldn't have mentioned a thing. You're so mfcking like my Godma. Always want people to acknowledge for what "you've done".

I appreciate you for what you've done for me, but now, ha. Right.

I already said we should be back to friends. We were so much better off. At least we could have good conversations minus the arguments, or don't remain speechless on the phone, or yes, go on with our lives like normal people.

When I said I loved you, I meant it. Because I asked myself "Am I willing to spend the rest of my life with you?" After the past 2 months, I seriously doubted my answer. And now, No.

I told you, you'll always be more than just a friend to me. But I guess you never even cared even if I said that. So why bother.

I told you too, that I'll always be here for you.

You wanna know why I broke up with you?

Because 1, you're WEAK. You don't bother fighting for your rights or what you want.

2, you're just too fcking emo for me. like what Emi would said, "you're way too much work."

3, you're just not MANLY enough for me, Donald Ng Jer Yi.

4, You don't know how to crack jokes, talk, entertain, or do stupid stuff to make me happy. The only thing you'll always want to do is to pin me on your bed and do all the touchy touchy stuff, it pisses me off. Because I think what you had for me, was more lust than love. I'm done being a sex object.

5, what do you have to offer me? You don't call me to talk. You're always broke anyway.

Oh. i'm not saying this because I'm pissed right now - without thinking. No.

Unlike you, I actually would mean every single fcking thing I say.

So,

Go ahead and emo ur head out. Go jump off the building then. Go cut your wrist with that freaking pen-knife of yours. Spread the news of your break up and what a bitch I am. I won't bother to be your "friend" anymore. Cause since it sounds like it's either a relationship or none anyway.

I know I have my mistakes because nobody's perfect. But in the end, it only comes to me making you happy. You don't need me in your life. You want me. There's a difference.

Sigh. I wanted this to end the right way, but you made it worse.

Overall, I'm sorry for my part of mistakes and wrongdoing. We don't even have to be friends anymore, since you seem so reluctant to be back to that.

Oh and 1 more thing, we were so over since 1 month ago, so technically, I didn't cheat on you.

Have a good life, since what you really wanted to say is Goodbye.

Well, currently lunchtime in Audi 1. I got my Medical-Surgical Nursing textbook. Hardcover. It was huger and heavier than the Fundamentals of Nursing. Zz.

Last Saturday was alright. Got the stuff I needed to get organized. Madam Mary said good job. =)

Hmm. What else. Heh,

Lots. ;)

Loving life even when it's super complicated.

xx

Lately, life's been quite awesome for me. Heh.

First, I'm now Vice President of Diploma in Nursing Group 41.

2nd, hmm.. well classes have now started. I've gotten my super heavy and thick books. 3 books actually. Anatomy and Physiology, Baillere's Nurses' Dictionary & Kozier's and Erb's Fundamentals of Nursing. Yea. Fundamentals alright. That effing book is the size of 3 Sasbadi Physics SPM put together. -.-" and its the heaviest. Oh. And the books will get heavier by the semester. Zz.

Mako-Chan's been emo of late. Well he's really annoying.

His favorite question is "What're you up to?" OR "What are you doing?"

Like, seriously. We're still on a break here? And.. I think this'll continue for some time.

I told him off though, for being annoying.

Meanwhile, I AM enjoying my classes, classmates, and friends. =3

xx

P.S. Here's a medical term for u. Keratinize - to make or become horny. XP

Well Don's party was quite okay I guess.

Didn't stay long though. Mum wanted to go home at 9. -.- What a party pooper.

Anyways, when we first got there, there was this baby girl sitting on her mum's lap.

So I waved at her, and at the same time, this cute dude came down the stairs and as the stairs was directly diagonal to the stairs, it looked like I was waving at him.

So he smiled and waved back!! I was like, *gasp**looks away* HAHA!! Hilarious. But alot of guys were CUTE there.

What a waste. And I looked cute too. As always.

[Gee perasannya budak ni]

Joey [mum's colleague's new baby girl]

And then when I got home, I changed, and I was bored.

SO I camwhored in Black & White.

Gee. Look at me.

Aww. I look innocent. :P

CHAK!! Epik failure of the lala pose.

Bluek~~ :P

So.. that's all for now I guess.

xx

Break In Pics

So hm. Here are some pics from the break in.

Guess what? That thing is my alarm.

Which was supposed to be up there...on the wall.

And they trashed the little shoe rack. I know its ugly but, x yah la smpi mcm tu. o_O

all kemek-ed

Oh and this is what they did to my gate. =)

AND this.

Then my Mummy's room.

The hallway..

And then my room -.-

It's like, wtf. Oh well.

I would be SO freak-ed out if that was my own house and I'm staying alone, to come home and find the house in this condition, gosh. Devastating.

ANYWAYS~

HAPPY HAPPY times. Heh. Mum was wearing my diamond bracelet for my wedding present, the one my grandma left me in her will. So it's not gone after all. Though my Chanel diamond ring is gone. =( Oh well.

♥♥ u grandma. Miss u.

xx

Hello its 2.50pm on 3rd July.

Today, what I've done... Hmm..

Woke at 9 something, then, ate breakfast, RC-ed, FB-ed, lazed around till 11 something, showered, went out to duplicate keys and sent pics of break-in for insurance purposes to develop.

Here I am.

Oh and there's ppl here making the front grill. Next weekend they'll be doing the grill of the windows. -.-

So much work. Glad I'm not gonna be here next weekend.

Tonight will be Don's (mum's BESTfriend's son) 21st bday party. They don't drink, don't party (I doubt it since they're super goody church kids), I'm not sure what else are they going to do other than karaoke. So if it gets boring, I'll come home. At least can go online and enjoy [for my last night here b4 the next 2 weeks to come] the comforting pleasures of my beloved home and beloved room. =3

Ttyl.

xx

Boredomness rant

Hello everyone!! Hi.

How're you doing this fine evening?

Because I'm having a terrible headache and I'm BORED!

Yes. I'm Bored.

Okay. I've done editing my blog,

I've done surfing through everyone else's blog,

I've done Facebook like, at least 40 times today alone,

I've done my Restaurant City stuff (YES I know my restaurant is more awesome than yours :P)

I've done my 2nd account Restaurant City stuff too.

Hm. What else?

Sigh. I'm glad it's the weekend today. Because then I can go back to my hostel room and rot.

Oh-ma-GAWD I miss Nilai!! (can't believe I'm saying this)

That oh-so-god-damned forsaken terpencil PPE I miss u. =(

I miss my crappy roommates and bitching till late night. Although not complaining about my clean clean and soft bed + comforter, cooling environment and well, no lagg internet. Heh. Wimax ♥ u.

At least in that place, I get to rot WITH my friends.

Yeah. I miss Uvi & Tia's awesome crappiness.

You guys make me laugh.

Laff you bitches.

xx

Regrets & confusion

Well, it was ok i guess. Got Dota in my hard drive, plus he figured where my folders went. Avira didnt delete them, just hid.

Got home. Hmm. Well, more bad news. Company's in a really bad condition. Probably going down next week by the looks of it. Abit too late for regrets, no?

I wish I could do something. But all I could do now is sit, watch, pray hard that it'll all work out, and STUDY hard of course.

I MUST.

Never ending drama.

xx

Smiggins Smuggums ♥

Morning gumbles.

I slept at 5am, and woke at 10am. haha. 5 hours. Sufficient sleep right? :P

Hmm. Prob going out to see Mako-chan. Gotta curi his game and movie files since my Avira so kindly as to protect my laptop, deleted my movie and software folders.

=(

Oh well.

Ttyl.

xx

Sigh. I'm so bored I think I'm gonna go Modern Warfare 2 all over again. Ciao.

xx

oh goodness. the boredom of my life!!

I'm home. Got back yesterday. It's 4 days hols for us.

I'm stuck here, in front of my totally awesome new lappie, which is the CQ35. So no BB. =(

Hmm. Well, I'm just here to say Hi. You're gonna hear alot from me..these few days. Since I'm SO TOTALLY BORED!!

Check this out.

Band 6 – Very good user(Aggregated Score: 260 – 300)
Very good command of the language. Highly expressive, fluent, accurate and appropriate language: hardly any inaccuracies. Very good understanding of language and contexts. Functions extremely well in the language.

Band 5 – Good user (Aggregated Score: 220 – 259)
Good command of the language. Expressive, fluent, accurate and appropriate language but with minor inaccuracies. Good understanding of language and contexts. Functions well in the language.

Band 4 – Competent user (Aggregated Score: 180 – 219)
Satisfactory command of the language. Satisfactory expressive and fluent, appropriate language but with occasional inaccuracies. Satisfactory understanding of language and contexts. Functions satisfactorily in the language.

Band 3 – Modest user (Aggregated Score: 140 – 179)
Modest command of the language. Modestly expressive and fluent, appropriate language but with noticeable inaccuracies. Modest understanding of language and contexts. Able to function modestly in the language.

Band 2 – Limited user (Aggregated Score: 100 – 139)
Limited command of the language. Lacks expressiveness, fluency and appropriacy: inaccurate use of the language resulting in breakdown in communication. Limited understanding of language and contexts. Limited ability to function in the language.

Band 1 – Extremely limited user (Below 100)
Poor command of the language. Unable to use language to express ideas: inaccurate use of the language resulting in frequent breakdowns in communication. Little or poor understanding of language and contexts. Hardly able to function in the language.

Hmm. At least Band 5? Hopefully.

xx